Nowadays, I find myself being very irritated with Me Myself and I. ARGH.

My past experiences in sec1 havent taught me anything. no nothing. NIL. even so, my past 6 mths of sec 2 life. Why isit tt I push things to the last minute? Why isit tt I have to slack until like one day before the big day? Why isit tt I am such a big idiot, who only knows how to sleep. eat. drink. sleep. eat. sleep. eat.sleep.eat. geeps. do i see a pattern going here? Why isit tt I have to trouble ppl all the time?

Undoubtedly. people get irritated when i keep pressing them for help. like duh*. But for once, i felt irritated when i ask for help.Sometimes i ask myself. Isnt it obvious how bug-gy I am, such a pester and such? Then why do I have to do this to myself. and to others? It's like. HAVEN i learnt anything from my past experiences, (considering I have so damn many?) at all!?

Why!? Whyyyyy. A question that is left unanswered by me all the time. and unfortunately, it's only me who can answer this question. Even if other ppl know the answer, it won't work. Cus it's my own will. and at e moment it's just a pathetic weakling.

And I sincerely hope tt one day i wont end up telling and repeating this to myself again, but instead, actually do it.

The goals I plan to achieve:

1)Only go out once a week, maximum, latest to stay till 5 o clock.
2) Finish work 2 days before.
3) File my worksheets at all times.
4) 1 hour of com play time each day. ( I believe tt is a lot, in contrast)
5) Eat all my meals regularly. My bmi is 17.51 now. -.o

Okay i believe all of the above aims aint very tough. Frankly, all can be achieved in one week, if I have a strong will.And I am going to make sure of tt.

Nowadays, I find myself being very irritated with Me Myself and I. ARGH.

My past experiences in sec1 havent taught me anything. no nothing. NIL. even so, my past 6 mths of sec 2 life. Why isit tt I push things to the last minute? Why isit tt I have to slack until like one day before the big day? Why isit tt I am such a big idiot, who only knows how to sleep. eat. drink. sleep. eat. sleep. eat.sleep.eat. geeps. do i see a pattern going here? Why isit tt I have to trouble ppl all the time?

Undoubtedly. people get irritated when i keep pressing them for help. like duh*. But for once, i felt irritated when i ask for help.Sometimes i ask myself. Isnt it obvious how bug-gy I am, such a pester and such? Then why do I have to do this to myself. and to others? It's like. HAVEN i learnt anything from my past experiences, (considering I have so damn many?) at all!?

Why!? Whyyyyy. A question that is left unanswered by me all the time. and unfortunately, it's only me who can answer this question. Even if other ppl know the answer, it won't work. Cus it's my own will. and at e moment it's just a pathetic weakling.

And I sincerely hope tt one day i wont end up telling and repeating this to myself again, but instead, actually do it.

The goals I plan to achieve:

1)Only go out once a week, maximum, latest to stay till 5 o clock.
2) Finish work 2 days before.
3) File my worksheets at all times.
4) 1 hour of com play time each day. ( I believe tt is a lot, in contrast)
5) Eat all my meals regularly. My bmi is 17.51 now. -.o

Okay i believe all of the above aims aint very tough. Frankly, all can be achieved in one week, if I have a strong will.And I am going to make sure of tt.