It was expected. Really it was.For the past five months, my grandma had been struggling hard, in and out, in and out.

But I just can't seem to accept it. Not at all. It's simply like a horrible nightmare, but the thing is, it's all true. I wish it never happened, but tts something I have to believe.

It's really tough to know tt there will no longer be any grandma birthday celebrations, no more regular trips to grandma's place every saturday etc....

I hope I can get over it, really I do.

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And to make matters worse, I don't have much time on my hands to practice the !@#$%^&* erhu now, and it aint gonna help me for my kaoji this saturday. At most, I will jus look forward to chicken little! Chicken little isn't dumb! [okay maybe he is to mistake an acorn for a piece of a falling sky, but then again...]

***
Not to forget my loveeeee.....

It was expected. Really it was.For the past five months, my grandma had been struggling hard, in and out, in and out.

But I just can't seem to accept it. Not at all. It's simply like a horrible nightmare, but the thing is, it's all true. I wish it never happened, but tts something I have to believe.

It's really tough to know tt there will no longer be any grandma birthday celebrations, no more regular trips to grandma's place every saturday etc....

I hope I can get over it, really I do.

***

And to make matters worse, I don't have much time on my hands to practice the !@#$%^&* erhu now, and it aint gonna help me for my kaoji this saturday. At most, I will jus look forward to chicken little! Chicken little isn't dumb! [okay maybe he is to mistake an acorn for a piece of a falling sky, but then again...]

***
Not to forget my loveeeee.....