+missing jiahui?
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Monday, August 14, 2006 | 3:57 AM
life sucks now. really really it does it does too! there isnt anything to look forward to. i dont even care anymore. no i dont care abt anything at all. NOT A CAREEE. no more hols. no more free weekends no more fun and time wasting lessons. NADDYAA NADDYA. going to school is a torture. i hate school. yes i do. and guess wad? i actually used to enjoy going to school. just being there is good. LIKE HELLO??? i cant blv it. now everyday i just try to think of ways and means to get of it. hell, even to the pt of attempting to make myself sick, which obviously nva did succeed. i just have to rant it all out. it's so meaningless,life is. *** 6am-440pm-inclusive of pe.10+ hours. a glass of milk.a cup of ice lemon tea. a bottle of chicken essence. half a bottle of water. liquids rule! yes and i managed to survive. sad to say school food sucks. just turns me off. to think a bottle of chicken essence can last a person for tt long! i wanted to see if i can survive any longer, but too bad. i binged the moment i gt home. like crazy insane binge. like dig out food frm the cupboard and cook and munch and chomp kinda binge. like . sigh. i need to escape frm reality someday. 10hrs act again? will think about it. |