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My last 323 post!

2007-01-13T17:21:00.000-08:00

My last ever 323rd post on blogger!!! sobs sobs. Blogger has been creating too many problems for me rather unfortunately... so it's time for the move! Maybe I will be back one day... but i don't know!

So yes, i have MOVED!

[edit: I changed this so as to convenience people like poo poo : D poo don't you feel special?]

2007-01-13T14:28:00.000-08:00

After watching one episode of Hamtaro yesterday morning, the theme song is stuck in my head!!! Arh get it out get it out!

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ham-ham friends lets start the show
join the team c'mon lets go
little hamsters, big adventures
Hamtaro

he leaves his cage when Laura's away
the ham-ham friends all wanna play
if someone needs are help today
Hamtaro

H-a-m-t-a-r-o
he's the star of (star) every show
H-a-m-t-a-r-o

what's the word? someones in trouble
to the clubhouse on the double
we'll make a plan and lend a hand
Hamtaro

it's ticky-ticky, badda-badda
time to run
we coosh-coosh, jiggy
gotta get the job done
nip-nip, crum-crum
all we need
are chicky-chicky, coosh
some flower seeds

H-a-m-t-a-r-o
we'll work together this I know
H-a-m-t-a-r-o

everybodies favorite friend
his little paws he'll always lend
we'll be together 'till the end
Hamtaro

**

Me wants a ham-ham too! ):

Whee! Yippie! Yeah!
Kushi-Kushi Ticky-Ticky.

2007-01-13T04:01:00.001-08:00

Whenever I blog, it’s always about CO. Maybe you had already noticed. My school life is just too monotonous, as compared to the life I lead in CO, which is fraught with danger (ahem) and excitement. Whatever! T_T

I missed LYFE for CO yesterday. I feel quite bad about it, cus after all it’s the first LYFE session anyhows! But when I wanted to leave the co classroom to go for LYFE, wls arrived and she went on to rant about syf stuff and all and it just wasn’t nice to leave suddenly for LYFE, is it? It’s just plain erm [-insert word-].…? Like, you were there and suddenly you just decided to disappear? Aiix.

Anyway, today was the day we decided to perhaps, more or less finalise the list of people going for syf. It’s really tedious and there were like so many factors to consider. Urgh, you know, urgh!? At the end of the day, we decided to have a talk with yx, just to know what her decision is. I hate talks. I freaking hate little private serious talks. It’s just that heavy silence, no one cracking a smile, everyone just staring at the ground with a stony expression. It’s even worse than ygygls, and that’s saying a lot. And it especially sucks when you have to be the one who confronts (or rather, we cornered, urgh, the thought) the person. It’s crazy and insane, but it’s unavoidable. After all, it’s not fair to us and the others if we don’t know her decision and it drags on and on and on. What if she decides to quit in the end right before syf, like what ling did before concert? It’s not fair to her either if she has to force herself to come for each session, hating every moment of it. That’s just awful isn’t it? There was this huge immense silence hanging in the air, and all I felt was disappointment. Why is it that syf 2005 can feel so different from syf 2007? How is it that someone can be so enthusiastic about something in 2005 and lose all of it in the next few moments? All I know is, I miss having the enthusiastic yx!

Change your mind please? I wish the 3 of us zhonghuians can still get a chance to play together in syf 2007. That’s all. That’s it.

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I am sick with a bloody [metaphorically] red nose. What I really want now is a hot water bottle, a bowl of hot soup, a snuggly bed to curl up in, and hongkong dramas to indulge in. Not these lousy math worksheets. Not this lousy jianbao I am doing. Especially not this shit I am going through right now.

2007-01-09T02:26:00.000-08:00

I am getting back into the school mood again! 0_0.

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My life is very boring and monotonous nowadays. ): Sad, no?

2007-01-03T03:45:00.000-08:00

hello! it's year 2007 now! it's time for me to blog a little bit. 0_0

CCAO

The performance at KS chee was horribly screwed. I felt the atmosphere just wasnt there, as in it didn't have the erm, climax!?!? ji qin!?? or wtr i was looking for. 0_0 it was just so messy as compared to concert. and wls said tt we cld only get bronze for tt performance. 0_0 tt's saying alot. tts jsut how bad the performance was. 0_0 but nvm, we can do better, right? 0_0

I need to have more self motivation and pick up my huu more, be it the erhu or the zhonghu. 0_0.

0_0. tts how i feel right now.

okay fast forward now okay!

first day of school!
it's just so weird. I am still in the holiday mood. can someone just wake me up pls. 0_0

okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. 0_0 =X =X =X haha sry lah.

2006-12-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

I am never, ever, going to take 190 alone to raffles town club AGAIN.

I just missed one puny little bus stop, and the next thing i know, i am in bukit panjang. 0_0.
Pity crys doesnt live there anymore, or i cld have visited her haha. ):

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it's amazing how someone can seem to be such a good listener and all, but in actual fact, she dont really care at all.

2006-12-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

I used to enjoy going to CO because of the ppl inside this cca; now i wish i can get out it just to avoid these ppl.
maybe it's because the ppl had changed. maybe it's just me.

Suddenly, i realised just how horrible we really were to those who arent really in the xianyue sec3 clinque.

2006-12-26T02:14:00.000-08:00

dots.

dots.

dots.

charlotte's web is so dots.

i want to watch night but somehow or other the plan to watch night on friday is replaced by deathnote instead. i want to watch deathnote too, but i have no more money. ): charlotte wasted my money. -fumes-

it's my own fault for going along to watch charlotte's anyway. ):

2006-12-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

i have only been gone for a week and now i feel like i have missed lots of stuff and suddenly i cant catch up and i dont know what's going on, and that feeling sucks. 0-0

@#$%^&*

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ocean park have cool rides.

2006-12-14T21:13:00.000-08:00

After CO today, i met up with yy to go back to macs to return our yuck yuck uniform! and i kinda felt pretty bad to be leaving haha, afterall some people there are quite nice! okay maybe one or two onlyyyy. LouYou (yy's trainer blah blah) was like, "you all are leaving!?!?! after i train you so hard........" haha quite sad, cus i think our trainers had a tough time training us, or maybe its just me, cus i am slow! hahahahahhahaha. hmm. If you still haven't known by now, i worked at shaw centre lol. The bad thing about shaw is that there's this outside kiosk too, which totally sucks. it's just plain hot and squeezy and blah, and when you want to get a drink or smth it's hard cus the counter ppl are so busy and you dont feel good having to squeeze past everyone and all. but yea. and the lobby inside shaw centre STINKKSSSS. maybe it's just me really, but yy agrees with me too! it smells of rotting garlic chilli. i dont really like garlic chilli that much anymore now, really. yea. I am quite glad i am not returning there having to endure the yucky spiffs of smoking garlic. and i am quite sick of the mac tonight jiggle. you would be too, if you were stuck with nth to do, except watching the !@$%^ tv in macs. hahahahahah.

it had been an experience, well. a near death experience. i died like dunno how many times working there, my legs went wobbly.

-digression-and blue coral milkshake is YUCKSSSSSS. If you have a craving for bubble tea, dont take blue coral. period! it taste like medicine at worst. yucky cough medicine you don't want to trrrry. but the other time i tried it at each a cup it tasted pretty goood. hmmm. 0_0 maybe it's seeing the yucky blue powder tt put me off. try mango or passionfruit! ;D

during lunch, me and yy had some macs gossip. actually, working there gave me a chance to interact with all types of ppl! -even though i am really not sociable and all, and quiet,and untalkative... and shy... -________- anyway i ended up with one conclusion, which is that i dislike almost all the people there, haha. but i hope they liked me, cus i dont mind having a free sundae at macs frm time to time. ;D

and the day ends with me buying a pair of biscuit earrings which i think i'm never going to wear, haha. doing great, jiahui.

and i need to go to marina square! to redeem my free earrings! HO HO. ;D -HAPPY-

2006-12-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

i am in a happy mood today! ho ho i dont know why but yea!

the day started off with co!

and valerie and jasmine was 1.5 hrs late!!! haha wtr.

taking attendance and collecting money is such a hassle. zzz.

and nov is over. ):

okay wtr anw.

haha i wanted to blog a bit abt my day at macs but i am too lazy to cont now! :D ho ho.

2006-11-25T22:19:00.000-08:00

I am dead beat. Working at mcdonalds is freakin exhausting!!!

0_0

it's kind of sucky and horrid working at mcs, but then again, it's not your typical stuck in an office kind of work experience afterall! I have to walk/stand around for a few hours(i.e. 4-5) straight and my legs always nearly give way cus you know, i am just sooo frail. and sometimes i don't get the air con when i work outdoors. ):

I am too lazy to elaborate, but i got chided a couple of times by the managers alr, for knocking off w/o informing managers etc etc kinda lmao mistakes, but wtr! 0_0

i am gonna do the evening shift later and i am exhausted!!! zzzzz.

haha sry i am not in a blogging mood, maybe next time! ;D

2006-11-19T06:33:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh! so many things happened in the past few days! arrrrrh!

watching step up, going to hyatt hotel and exploring its staff areaon weds, class chalet ;D on weds/thurs, co on fri blah blah, taking the typhiod injection [ouch ):] for macs and shopping on sat and sun blah blah! aww man. okay i am too lazy to blog all of them down. haha too bad.

tmr's macs. i am scared! ):

2006-11-13T02:22:00.000-08:00

Blogger has been giving me many troubles for the past few.. months, that's why i always have other people help me post my posts online. How sad, really.

I am really bored actually. There are so many things i want to do, but just simply couldn't drag myself to do it. Like, take for example, jasmine's present, which i promised to personalise, is still rotting away in some dark corner in my cabinet. All my sec3, no sec2 books, which i need to clear out, urgently. Or that batik cthingy lying on my table which huiwen gave me and crystal. Oh wells. Cmon jiahui! Go do them!

Bah whatever.
and i am sick of my blogskin, but i am just simply really too lazy to search for one i really want/liked, so i just got this one which was the skin of the day. :D but it's quite nice too, really isn't it?

Step UP's a really cool movie, really really! The dance moves and music beats makes you wanna groove to the beat! :D and there were some really emotional parts too, so yeah. But the ending's just... expected, as usual.

I hope i get the job, but i never know. like how macs turned out. ARRH WELL. BAHS.

2006-11-07T06:04:00.000-08:00

I shall blog. 0_0

Co Farewell friday!
Farewell wasn't what I expected at all, it wasn't sad in the least bit! at most, it's just 0_0. Maybe it 's just the lack of people [xianyue became the size of chuiguan] or that the koi pond is a lousy place to have a farewell. I kind of rushed through the farewell presents and notes and did them overnight and on the morning of the farewell itself oh hos. Oh but the monster cake jas, ling and I baked was good! lol, much better than expected. Perhaps the icing did the trick! ho ho. I felt quite bad though, considering my lousy farewell presents and notes. tsk tsk.

Sat- CIP!It was.... 0_0. read jas's blog for details. i dont like being mc yoo. why m i mc yoo! ):

Monday- East coast park!
There was supposed to be about 10 people going... In the end everyone couldnt make it and the number dwindled down to a miserable 3. 0_0 Only yy, amanda and I turned up! and i can't blv yanting! she's such a blurr pok! she actually thought the outing was next week. -shakes head in disbelief- but she promised to treat as gelare, so yeah : D

getting to east coast was an adventure by itself. I kind of forgot which bus stop to get down at, and so i decided to ask the every so friendly bus uncle. and this bus uncle's really really scary! and amusing too. He says goodmorning/good day/ni hao to everyone who gets on the bus! he also said, man man lai to an old woman boarding the bus. When one woman stood up while the bus was moving, he started rattering off in hokkien (he's an indian! and he could speak hokkien so fluently alr! *amazed*) about the safety rules and what would happen blah blah blah! then he switched to english!!! a lady sitting in front of us was very amused and kept chuckling to herself throughout.

When i asked him where to get down to get to east coast he said he's not sure and it should be a few stops down. At the next bus stop, he actually stopped the bus and walked to the back of the bus and started asking everyone how to go to east coast and to get down at which bus stop!!! It was like, a bus discussion! and all the aunties in the bus started rattering the directions non stop. The bus ride resumed soon after that, and he said loudly " In school, you are the teachers' students, in the bus, you are MY STUDENTS!" LOL can. and after we got off the bus, he drove off and waved at us. hahahah. It was really amusing.

Anyway, the 3 of us arrived at east coast park and got our bikes! ho ho. and this time i actually reached the end of ecp! (the left side only) ho ho -proud and accomplished- and amanda has really strong legs! her bike has gt a weird problem, it's super hard to ride!!!! but even so she still can keep up with all of us! 0_0! and it kind of rained in the middle while we were riding back. Reminded me of tt time when i went ecp with ling jas and val and it poured liek crazy. But this time it wasnt tt bad. : D

we went macs after tt and rested! then we went home! haha.

and tts all. i m too lazy to continue...

-zzzz- (byling: yar. off she went to play sims. dots right! anyway, GREAT CREDIT TO LING WHO HELPED HER BLOG HER POST.)

2006-10-31T04:35:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO! This is the great HUIWEN (as usual!) posting for the owner of this blog. THREE CHEERS FOR HUI WEN!! HIPHIP HURRAY (x3). HEE. yepp. Aren't I so nice. I went online for this user. And added a weird nonsensical post to my recycle bin for this user. And spent time logging in the account for this user. And copying and pasting the post to this blog for this user. And TYPING this long message for this user.

Conclusion? Huiwen is NICE. Thank you!

I shall blog today. Oh ho. There are so many significant events that happened recently that I would have liked to blog down, but I am just too lazy. 0_0 okay I shall blog a very not detailed post -_-. If you want more details, read jasmine’s blog. ; D

Saturday!

Swimming day at SAFRA with jasmine and Valerie! :D Valerie smsed me at 2 plus to inform me to push our 2pm meeting time to 245pm! But I decided to set off at 150pm anyway, cus I thought I will be on time and wont be too early or late! 0_0 apparently I was horribly wrong! So anyway I smsed Jasmine to tell her to hurry up and meet me! But jasmine is such a slow pok, too! : D

Anyways we were on time when we met up with Valerie at yishun safra! Ho ho! : D Swimming session was okay though it drizzled slightly at one point! This time we spent more time on… moving around the pool then just talking and crapping at one corner. Haha. Valerie and I attempted to teach Jasmine how to float on her back! I don’t know what got into me but I was laughing like a manic the whole time, like 0_0. But anyway, for jasmine’s sake, me and Valerie used silent laughter instead so as not to distract jasmine from … floating! : D

We gt a veg and dou sha bao from ling’s mum! : D I think the dousha bao was good but the veg bao just wasn’t to our liking. Maybe it’s cus we were alr full from our kfc meal? 0_0 and we forced val to er… xxx the veg bao so that ling wont chid us and stuff!

HCI CO concert!

Hci is so big and freakay at night! 0_0 the five of us- suchin, jas, val, chunyue and me!- had a really hard time locating the darn chengyi auditorium, cus we didn’t read the Chinese title of the location, merely the English title which states Auditorium! So we asked this security guard where’s the auditorium and he said at the clock tower there! So off we went! And we actually passed cheng yi lou! Just like tt! So off cus after a very long time we u-turned and located the #%&* auditorium. Such a pity though, cus we wouldn’t have missed the first song if we read the Chinese title as well. ):

It was alr the second song when we entered the auditorium! So we had to stand at one side and just listen to them perform! It was really lame and we were all devising a plan to hurry find a seat after the second song, so tt… everyone wont stare at us while we scurry for seats. Thankfully it was the interval after tt! : D and Jasmine chunyue etc was really disappointed tt they cant see the soloist’s face cus the conductor was blocking! Haha. : D Everyone was exclaiming to us how pro the soloist was during the interval! And Huiwen was gushing over her pro liuqin senior, and truly disappointed as well when the female player from hk youth orchestra blocked him during the later songs. : D

Jasmine was also exclaiming to me how pro those two erhu guys sitting at the back were! : D and if I’m not wrong, the guy (one of the two above mentioned) who’s smiling to himself throughout the concert looks like someone frm mbs co. haha : D

Monday- Interclass games!

I was really 0_0 on Sunday cus I cant rmb what I signed up for/ or if I had even signed up for anything! But thankfully things worked out and I was a erm, game official? Game helper? For volleyball. It was really lame okay. Nicole and I had to give out the score slips of people to the people from the respective classes! 0_0

At first the volleyball players just wanted to anyhow play ( I think!), just play for fun/sake of playing volleyball! But in the end 304 did really well and got into the finals! : D haha. Ho ho. The game scores was really close though, but thankfully we managed to win champion! Ho ho ho.

Overall 304 did really well and we gt top 5 for all 3 games (vball, rugby, softball!)! : D Yeah 304!

Nature Learning camp training!
I felt sticky throughout! 0_0 oooh it’s a horrid feeling! And playing with soil is fun, no? : D ho ho digging holes! I wonder how Nature learning camp will be! I am assuming that it will be super crowded in the forest. Hurhur.

Tuesday
Netball Carn! : D

Netball carn’s finally here! It’s amazing, really. It seems like only yesterday that I was cheering for 201. oh wells! I think our class shirt looks fab and pro, no? : D hoho. ‘cept that I kind of lost the washing instructions tt came along with the shirt! OH MY. I better go check with someone else, I sure don’t wanna spoil my $12 (gasp!) shirt in one day, oh no, no way.

304 got 6th overall in netball carn, due to some boo boos made here and there, but it’s alright! : D Some people were terribly disappointed and broke down (during the games). ): But anyhows, there’s next year, right? Aha. 308 was good :D and deserved to win. : D oh ho.

Btw crys, what does chng4x mean!? Haha.

Class Lunch after that! The class decided on Seoul Garden! I was pretty crushed though, since it cost a hefty sum of ‘bout twelve bucks. But the other options (i.e. pasta mania, crystal jade, cafe cartel) available weren’t that great for class lunch anyhows, so yeah.

I shared a table with sara, yanting and siyun! Unfortunately, yy couldn’t make it, aw. I thought coffee chicken was okay, but I liked garlic chicken the most fwaha. Beef is hard to cook. Haha. Some people came up with the brilliant idea of frying scrambled eggs, and beating an egg before adding it to the soup. Oh wells. But it tasted great though! Lol! It was pretty amusing really. Unfortunately!!!! I had to leave early to go for the survey thingy which I missed the day before cus of nature learning camp. Ah well. ): I was quite disappointed cus I didn’t have time to eat ice kacang. 0_0 okay, oh wells. ): 12 bucks LEH. Must eat more then worth it what! BAH.

I am really quite, okay fine, VERY, bad at using imacs. So I was using this imac at shaw lab, and I was doing like? The 2% of the page and some sudoku thing popped out. and… I actually thought thought doing sudoku was part of the test/survey thingy. I was all 0_0 considering that I thought it was a survey with NO RIGHT OR WRONG answers.. and here I was doing sudoku! For the first time ever in my life! I MEAN, SUDOKU~!?!??! How can sudoku be in the survey. Like, hello!?!? Surely sudoku has right AND wrong answers. Then I don’t know what I clicked and the sudoku thingy went away. And I was back at the survey. Sigh I felt like sucha idiot!??!? And I spent about 30min doing the survey. And yanting used only 15 minutes!?!??! 0_0

Bah.

After that, I went out with huiwen to Plaza Sing! We are running out of places to explore. Tampines any day?

p.s I like using !!! marks. 0_0 in case u haven’t noticed at all…..
p.p.s choco bananas are yum yum.
p.p.p.s Macs haven’t called yet. You won’t be seeing me working behind the counter anytime soon. BOO HOO. ):

2006-10-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

L looks like a cat.

2006-10-22T08:15:00.001-07:00

oh ho i am so exhausted and tired!

thats why I am not going to blog a detailed post! Although I want to! : D I shall try to crop the photos i took with my laoya hp first! But then right, by the time i finish doing wtr crap with the photos, it will be old news... so hmm. what should i do?: D

anyway, as I was saying before I lost focus, I am so exhausted!

and I thought vivocity was quite a disappointment! I don't understand all the hype about it! enlighten me someone, did i miss anything great? The playpool looks damn dirty, too. And the playgound is just pretty so-so. Is it really that big? Suntec wins, hands down, in my opinion. oh wells, opinions differ. But true enough, i like the seabreeze there : D though i don't think that it's enough to be considered well, recreational enough for the whole family. but oh wells, wtr! : Dand me and janice didnt really explore the basement, mayb there were more treasures to be found there? I don't know! oh, but Toys'R'Us was amusing and really big! it's like children's heaven! : D baby dolls are freakaaaay!

Then we went to marina square! : D I haven't been to marina square for sucha a long time! Anyway it's really big fwaha. There are more shops catered for teenagers there, i guess. Okay I am too lazy to elaborate, it's just a big shopping mall which is .... really big. lol. I think walking around marina square was more interesting than vivo! but again, opinions differ, so yeah!
In the end at 7plus we headed to bugis village! cus well, cheap deals are still the best. hah. and then to seiyu! hahs.

and aftertt we parted ways and i reached home at 930pm, all tired and exhausted, sore feet included.

It's like a shopping marathon! it's the first time i have been to three different shopping malls in different locations in one day! I bet ling and jasmine would have collapsed within hours, based on past experience! : D haha.

2006-10-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

woohoo! i just changed to the new beta blogger! fwaha!

okay it's basically the same. -_-

i m just testing out you see? yeah.

test test..

yeah. it works.
okay fine i shall scoot off now!
dont be sad! : D

hmm. what should i do?

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ahhhh! i know!

i shall go write farewell letters! : D and being so cool, i shall think of a new starting line for every letter! : D ooh, it's gonna take some time, so yeah. i shall go now. -_-

2006-10-21T05:39:00.000-07:00

zzz. : D

i got so many things to blog about! like abt the 'adventure' at sim lim sq with the DLINGS!
AND abt the prestige and my oh so lovely glossy movie poster! FWAHA. : D
anyway, go watch the prestige! cus it's so nice! BUT confusing! so you if you like ta unravel erm, mysteries, go watch! if you are likely to get stumped in the middle go watch ALONE! : D cus u shldnt be mean and disturb your friend who's deeply engrossed in the plot! : D

i am so lazy! i am too lazy to type!
and shopping needs stamina! : D how come you all dont have! BAH.
i like teal and turquoise! (or isit turqoise? HMM.)
mwa mwa!

2006-10-13T06:30:00.000-07:00

It's EOYS next week! 3 more days to be exact! are you scared? I am freaking scared leh!!!! : DThis year has passed by really amazingly fast. like omg. 0_0 I feel so unprepared!

AIYEEE. term4 is so freaking short! ): I like my term4 seat a lot even though it's right in front! I like my tablemates armani (rainbow) amandi(a) and yen2! And those mugger peeps sitting behind me! oh wellls. And i enjoy staying back in school to study! Although there are times i kind of digress and chit chat with the others staying back, but it's definitely more productive than studying at home. I have no self-control at all! ): AND guoling say my eyebags very obvious now LEHHH. HOWWW. 0_0.

anyway I shall blog about thursday! :D During Bio Lesson! (Near the end)

Mr Lim showed us a ppt slide tt says, "thanks for being such a wonder (???) class this year! It has been a joy teaching you all for the past year" Or something along this line.

Us: Aww.Someone: I BET you show this to every class you teach lah!haha I think so too. lolAt the end of the lesson we shouted three cheers for mr lim! haha hooray! :D and Bird lied to him and said tt we only cheered for him. haha. oh wells! : D
and i decided tt the stall 9 uncle's really nice! really really nice cus he gave me free fries! hahahaha. :D yay!

Anyway after class it's mugging time! wanxiu and yy and yiusum very mean to me luhs! zz. They all gang up against me and 'stole' my photocopy card. hmph. what happened:

me: WHEREEEEEEE is my photocopy card! eeyer you very ungrateful leh!

wanxiu: it's with you LAH!!!yy and yiusum: *agrees*

me: DONT HAVE WAAAAAD!!!!

wanxiu: you come here, in front! look 6 o'clock!me: stares at her.wanxiu: face here!

me: turns*

wanxiu: now 9 o clock!me: 0_0

wanxiu: turn left!

me: 0_o. now wad?

wanxiu: i also dont know liao.

then yiusum decided to give me more clues!

yiusum: Noooo you go out! it's at the front door!!!!!! go go go! you stand here cannot seee one must stand one m back!

me: *skeptical but goes ahead anyway*and i knew it! they shut the door on me!!!!!
EEYER. humph. haha and then i decided to go toilet to give them time to return me my photocopy card and prove tt my photocopy card was really with me all the while. lol. it's quite dumb really. then i went in to see wanxiu laying clutches pens wtr crap on the floor and she calls them "clues". LIKE HAHAHAHAHA. and she told me to follow the direction of the clues. and it's really dumb. -_- lol. the clues were really really helpful -_- and i found my photocopy card in the end. zzzz. the time tt shld be spent on mugging was spent on lame stuff like these. oh wellllls!!!!anyway yy told me today tt she was the one who hid my photocopy card at first. lol. wtr!

Random stuff:
Yen2 and wanxiu are such cute best friends! They are really like twins leh! (i.e. in terms of their yan2 xing2 ju2 zi3!!! Lol!) haha during Chinese lesson they were so funneehh! And eelyn and Janice look like each other! REALLLLY. Lol. :D

Sigh i love 304 and i will miss 304's classroom's strategic location this year! like, it wont be that easy for them to throw the tennis ball three stories up i think! :D and mr snowman! i dont know who did it, but mr snowman was like looking out at us this afternoon! haha.

jinxed topic- physics!

2006-10-02T04:23:00.001-07:00

Is your physics tb (if u arent a smartie like jasmine and owns one) Comprehensive Physics for O'level Science?
Is it the second edition?
Is it reprinted in 2001?

Check contents page unit 7. Can you find pressure?
Turn to page 97 ... can you find pressure there?
Check index... p... pr... pre... pressure. Can find?

I CANNOT FIND LEH. why arh! it's jinxed!

i tell you it's jinxed. PRESSURE. 0-0

2006-09-26T04:30:00.000-07:00

: D

geog test is over. i screwed it up WITH RETARDED & SILLY MISTAKES! sobs. but it's over.... so oh wells!

I feel like i m AT LAST doing something for rs now! other people are completeing their projects => cmps/hssrp peeps... BUT we are just starting! OH NO. ): and until now, she still haven read our emails yet. like WTH! ):

SOBS. email does not exist anymore!

i am wasting my 300th post on such a silly entry. OH WELLS...

p.s joakim was very cute in sg idol results ytd night! LOL. : D

2006-09-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

One more month to go!
No more excuses, no more procrastinating! I better make good use of this time left. ): zrah. I can't even sign into inet.... what's my pw again!!?? ):

drats.

It is true that people eat more when they are stressed! Normally, I eat/snack a lot... now it's like 27/7! ):

and I got a pimple on my forehead.

okay tt proves it=> i am officially stressed. *munches on kinder bueno... so nice.. ): *

***
and i decided tt the chocolate pillows sold in school are not nice at all! the chocolate so lan. eat good quality $8 bucks a box chocolates a few times a week, and u will be able to tell the difference between lousy chocolates => chocolate pillows and not-bad-but-sold-in-ntuc chocolates => lindnt! : D

when i grow up and have lots and lots of money, i am not going to buy those yuck yuck common chocolates from ntuc anymore, NO WAYYY. i wil go to those little small chocolate outlets (like the one at douby gaunt) and choose nice little chocolates with cameral/strawberry/wtr filling inside, xx bucks for 100grams kinda! : D whee hee! i am already savouring at the thought.

2006-09-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

i was reading my book when i just fell asleep at 8am last night. woohoo. and my father returned the lib book for me last night. and i havent finish reading it! BOOHOO.

anyway i hope my eyebags aint tt obvious anyway. ):

woke up at 630 today! : D

was punctual for the 730 meeting outside thomson plaza.

===> AND I AM NOT ALWAYYYYS LATE OKAY!!!!! ); HUMMMMPH <===
i wonder where ppl gt tt misconception from
my punctuality have extremes. i m either very early (approx half hour early) or very late (ten minutes to 40minutes plus)

so there!

shared carrot cake with huiwen at the hawker centre! and ms tan treated us [plus the rest of the lyfe members!] sigh so nice.

then went to lower pierce reservoir!
sigh it's so serene there. minus the bugs and yucky insects... otherwise it's good. i mean, for ur health.

and a centipede crawled into siyi's shoe. TT WAS SO CREEEEEEPY.
zomg.

sigh i m too lazy to blog in detail. -fast forward-

lunch! had roti prata!
the roti prata store/shop/restaurant TOTALLY ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF!
haha.the choices was so cool. and totally affordable.

i tried durian prata, strawberry prata and chocolate prata [all tasted like dessert haha] and i chose mushroom cheese prata for myself! :D loved the curry. next time i wanna try the banana prata. looks cool! and ms tan treated us (8) again! i feel so paiseh and bad.

dont feel like blogging anymore, tata. <= i feel influenced by nicole

2006-09-23T00:44:00.000-07:00

i hate having to hand in two pts on one day. ):
I hate chemistry and physics.
SOBS.

i am so dead alr lah. ):

Finishing your physics pt in say, plus minus 8 hours is NOT GOOD. ):

NOOOO.
it's amazing how you can spend more than 8 days on one pt and less than one day on another VERY important pt.

zzzrawr.
and i thought i was very ke lian already since i didnt sleep on thursday night at all and was still typing my physics pt at 630 am on friday morning, but janice was the pro one since she didnt sleep 2 days in a row. LIKE !!!! and she said she was falling asleep during the lower sec assembly. hahahah. : D

and i fell into a deep sleep during the debate exhibition. sorry... BUT their voices were so so so monotonous!!! so, very. and it didnt sound very debate'tish at all for a debate club. So, oh wells! and yy said tt the way huiwen slept during the debate was very funny. hahahah. like why was yy looking at huiwen! (esp since huiwen was sitting a few many ppl away!) : D

accompannied janice and qianwen in the canteen later on for lunch! : D helped janice drink her yum yummxxxx full of msg soup.

and the day ends here! i refuse to continue blogging. z
zzzzzzZ

{EXPRESS YOURSELF}

2006-09-19T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day. It’ very rare that Tuesdays- a long day are good, but well, it’s good! So yeah. xD

Let’s start my day off with a cool subject….

Philosophy! Philosophy is getting cooler by the…. Week. :D We watched a small segment of matrix today. Despite all the hype about the cool technology and, but of course, Keanu reeves, I never bothered to watch matrix- I am just not a techo-movie person, you know? Anyway, it’s pretty gross how Keanu reeves burst out of the vet full of gross redish gel. Yuk yuk! 0_0 and when that gal stuck that metal probe thingy into his brain? MY THAT WAS ZOMG! Haha. =X I DON’T WANT TO BE A BRAIN IN A VAT! OR A BODY IN VAT FOR THAT MATTER. NOOO.

Biology was okay. I suck horribly at counting! I never did finish counting that handful of beans. ): AND I think I rock at estimation. My first fistful of beans was 35. and my second handful of beans was 34! LIKE, WOW! It takes skills, not luck! HAH.

Recess- I went with yanting to print my SS booklet! My printer at home is so laoya. Not that the school’s one’s good- it was pretty screwed. OR RATHER, we caused it to be screwed and jammed. =X Fortunately we managed to print finish after school. : D

Chinese was just purely copying down answers from the passage and writing down politically correct answers, like how internal beauty is so much more important than external beauty especially if ur face is just a load of plastic. T_T

SS was… -__________-.

MAths was… HAHHAHAHAHA. XYZ had this teacher assessment thing today, and he prepared a PPT for lessons! LIKE, WHEN did he start using ppts for lessons? May I remind you that this is a math lesson? And where did that laser beam come from mans! Haha. OMG he’s so fake I nearly rofl. And the lesson started off with.. a summary of things that will be touched on later on, and the lesson’s objectives. AND ended off with a summary of things that was touched on. What a productive math lesson! *applauds!* *guffaws*

Hahahah.

I think I shall start locking my blog. Or change a blog host. Hmm. If only blogger has options like lj and diary-x, then it would be near-perfect.

And, my 8days subscription is over.): sad. I wanted to read tt cover story on hady and jonanthan!!! ):

2006-09-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today is a good day.
A day that I wasted, no doubt, but still a rather enjoyable day. : D Don't feel like elaborating, just that i didn't touch my pts at all. i intend to go w/o sleep for the next few days. ):

***

This week's dinner was great! I love my mum for taking the time off to cook dinner for us even though she's always tired when she gets back from work, and by the time she finish cooking dinner it's already 800-830 pm! 0_0!

Anyway she cooked some of my favourite dishes this week! xD I got my favourite veg [chilli gang gong! with lots of oil of course], curry chicken rice with lots of potatoes [including the potatoes tt was supposed to be for the rs experiment.... 0_0 opps.] and ginseng chicken soup!

:D

No wonder i have a huge ass and thunderthighs. All those fats sink right down to the bottom, unfortunately.

{EXPRESS YOURSELF}

2006-09-16T00:06:00.000-07:00

I am so vexed tired stressed and pissed off. ):

!@#$%^&*) XYZ!!!!

friday lessons are pretty slack actually.Bio is fun when we get to watch videos! hahah. poor sea lions and seals, gulped down by the killer whale like THAT. and snowberry flies are pretty amusing.

chem was rather productive. more productive than the other sessions cus we decided to be on time for once. : D

assembly. theatric. can someone tell me wth are fat virgins? 0_0 what does a schoolgirl and a- stay-at-home wife and a sch tcher who wishes to express her talents through productions have in common! perhaps i am just very, awfully slow.

we wasted an rs session! sigh i feel pretty much guilty. no more hw rushing during rs session, NO MORE NO MORE! Sorriessss!

chinese is pretty slack since we just listened to lls rant on and on. : D but i listened and took down notes! : D

-Lunch-

CO rants.

I know i am not the most punctual person in the world but at least i was on time most of the times on friday. I don't know how many times have I gone to the 212 classrm just to see a dark/empty classroom? Perhaps I was early then.

But today's a different matter. Co starts at 1430. I stayed in my classroom until about 1420 before i made my way to the 212 classrm. I know 1420-1425 isnt very early considering i need time to make my way to the ks chee and back to get my zhonghu, but from past experiences i know tt only a few ppl will there at 1430. of course, i was right, but next time i must rmb to make my way earlier if i want to be at the classroom at 1430 with my zhonghu. Anyway. at 1420 i only saw meli sarah secones prcs sec2s . tts all.

okay nvm since it's 1420 only. ONLY. okay, so fine. fortunately, many sec2s sec1s prcs and ONE old sec3 batch came at about1425. :) but of course, the sec threes are the ones who are the latest to arrive there.

maybe it's a batch problem? No i think not. MAybe it's just tt sec3s are so extremely busy tt they have to meet tchers and wtr crap? No i think not, since i saw some sec3s eating their lunch leisurely. Maybe it's just tt they cant be bothered to turn up on time? MAybe it's just that they are so weak and frail and pale and sickly that they have to walk at such a slow pace despite knowing that they are late? Maybe it's just that they have no qualms about turning up late. LIKE, SO WHAT? like what am i gonna miss, self praccing time?

yay.

late for holiday pracs - missed the bus- [of cus u will miss the bus/mrt if u meet up/get out of the house late. fine i am guilty. ):] woke up late. reasonable enough..thurs xz- tcher let us out late/ meet up with tcher/handing in hw wtr. okay.

then what about friday xz!? for one thing u have at least half hr to eat. AND for a sec3, we are most likely let out latest 1350? so there shld be still enough time left to eat. then why?! omg wtr okay. i mean, honestly, it's okay if u are late once or twice becus of meeting with tcher or wtr, BUT if it happens all the time/regularly, then like HELLO?

dont tell me it's because: oh because i dont give a freakin damn whether i am late okayyyy i rather walk around popular trying out all the ballpoints, markers and ink pens then go to co on time even though i can make it. and of cus i cant miss trying out mechanical pencils as well.
or,
can't you see i am upset/ not in the mood?

i know i am not the most punctual on time person ever, but at least i make an effort to be. do you?
wtr okay, i dont care anymore.

-after co-
Val jasmine and suchin stayed behind to prac! I stayed along being an extra, or rather just wanting to listen to them. I thought it would be better for them to play near the ks chee, but I was just overreacting. Anyway, I thought they sounded good!

After listening to Valerie play so wonderfully, I felt so embarrassed and ashamed of myself for being so bloody shitty lousy. ***

Don't you think people's mood affect yours too? if someone just becomes dumpy and looking like someone has died in the family, most likely one will feel irritated and pisssed off, especially if tt person is just, you know…

***
Sometimes I just feel sad for myself when I see that the people whom I consider my good and closer friends are the ones who constantly taunt me and put me down and say “you are sucha a loser/ass” in a non-joking/serious manner to me. I act like I don’t really care what you say with a standard “I know already lah!” “whatever!” or a rebuke like “you are loseerrrrr toooo!” but I get really affected it by it all. Even my good friends think I suck. Thanks.

Perhaps it’s just the accumulation of the above, or the pts tests maths co combined that made me just lie in bed and sob in my pillow all night.

***
i am going on an all chocolate-diet. OUT GOES ALL THE CHOCOLATES! *clears fridge!* instead, more more and MORE MEIJI YOGHURT! HOHOHO! NO MORE BIG FAT FREAKIN ASS! -soon i hope-

meiji yoghurt with strawberry, NICE! go try it!although it isn't non fat, but low fat is good, so compromise a bit! :)

and i need to get rid of this kitkat chunky bar i m gnawing on now. ):

***
I spend half an hour+ on this incoherent post. I need to time out. NOW.

Hey sam,
You didn’t know it then but I was really upset and everything when you spoke to me on Friday night, tts why I didn’t want to webcam initially. But thanks for everything, I feel slightly cheerful-er[is there even such a word?] now. : D

I can’t wait for you to get back and see the healthier sam, all 162cm of you! xD

2006-09-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hello, i shall talk about huiwen in this post. Because there isnt anything else significant to blog about, and huiwen feels that she is very significant, so here goes! [but actually, i am just trying to push the video down cus it isn't very appealing, so yeah]

Here goes nth! xD
1) Huiwen is very smart.
2) Huiwen is very smart, becus she thot of blogging abt her for me.
3) Huiwen is very funny in a haha-haha-haha way.
4) Huiwen burps.
5) Huiwen is very noisy, because (refer to 4.)
6)Huiwen is so lame.
7) Huiwen is so lame tt she cant decide btwn lj and blogger.
8)Huiwen is always right.
9) Avoid Huiwen, because (refer to 4)
10) When Huiwen is wrong, refer to 8).

***

I have been thinking abt farewell! for fun! and me and val and blah still cant decide wad to get! especially for the zh snrs! cus me and val and yixin are mean zh jnrs who have nva given anything to zh snrs! and tt is so sad! but what to give! I mean, it must be something hilarious and sentimental as well!

What else is there?

Lingerie? Bikini? G-string? Boxers? So clinche. If this was x yrs ago it might have been funny and humourous, but now it's like, oh cool. so tts out! at least tts how i see it! haha!

: D

nvmwe will think of smth! xD

*now to see if the video is pushed down! wahas.

2006-09-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

It's term 4. Wow, time passes real fast eh?

Changed seats!
I'm still sitting in the front row. hooboy. maybe cus i can't concentrate in class? But it's no point since i daydream all the time anyway. Anyway, now we have this 'mini amphi' sitting arrangement thingy tt ms chun came up with which is pretty funneh in a ha-ha way! *haha* So it's really spacious in the middle! xD I am now sitting with Rainbow the Smartie, and Amanda the SuperOrganised! She plans what she wants to do every night. like from what time to what time do what! 0_0 haha this is the second time i am sitting with amanda! ;D and quli and sara and yanting and pollyna sits behind me! : D Frankly it's quite dreary sitting in the front. You get picked for everything. ): and, you can't do other homework. Like, unless you want to get caught a nanosecond later for trying. ): Life is unfair!

Not like school is fantastic anyway.

***

screwed math test VERY BADLY. i am so freakin pissed off with myself.

on another note, i realised i mentioned 'yanting' inside my post! xD Are you reading this!? do your ctrl-f! I am not afraid! : D

2006-09-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

Thanks sam for you and your poddiness.
Credits to you for giving me the idea of reusing pod in ss.
thanks, love ya : D

cheers, jiahui.

2006-09-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

304 Class BBQ Party (1)

video taken by tammy! I got it from her blog too! (:

LOL it's nth much.

2006-09-01T14:41:00.000-07:00

Wednesday!

Damn slack day! Ms lim didnt come for ss! and cle was free block! and there was pe! so we only had two boring blocks! (:

Went out with jasmine to get some lousy presents for ms chun and lulaoshi! was quite a waste of time! lol. =X Ate at far east and went tangs to look the the presents! decided on two lousy smile tiny decorative pieces. and bought jasmine's bday present. -_- haha shall try to personalise it erm, over the weekend. or smth. (:

Thursday! - Tcher's day celebs!

Thursday was really fun mans! haha. It was raining really heavily in the morn, and my dad tried to get as close to the sch gate as possible and i used some lousy magazine to cover/protect my head and ran into sch. -_- amazingly i didnt get awfully drenched. guess the magazine worked pretty well.

Aces day routine! DAMN FUNNY LAH. haha. we had to do aces day in class cus it was raining! and somehow the aces day video wldnt load! so vanessa decided to guide us! haha. and lu laoshi was damn funny lahh!!! he was like, " wah zhe ge hen nan leh!" and then proceed to do some weird and complicated action. -will put video link here when the others upload it!- haha. anyway we were laughing our asses off at those ppl who were imitating ___. like, HAHA.

Concert! I thought it was pretty good! i thought it was awfully lame tho, when everyone stood up to welcome the tchers. like, this is not the amphitheatre LOR. and everyone else followed suit when we sat down again. zzz. and some sec2s were so noisy. buzz buzz. i just realised how irritating it is when ppl just go on cheering and cheering and cheering... not allowing the performers to start. and wasting time as well! like, hello!

anw the ringers' perf was real cute (:
and the gb's skit! lol damn coincidental can, like they claimed!!! anw i cant stop laughing at their imitation of cc!!! super accurate can! and tha lang's tcher's laughter. i dont know who she is imitating but it's damn funny nevertheless. and i thot the fooling... ling ling ling part was very cute. lol.
the other perfs were not bad as well. (:

MBS
i guess i am quite glad tt i went back to mbs afterall!
didnt see as many ppl as last yr tho!
saw pinnxian,kq,kailing,yunjing,daph,yeokling, may etc etc etc!
i think i will have to accept my fate tt i will always be one of the shortest among them! ):
Going back to the old sch library and our primary 6 lvl 4 classrm staircase landing brought back a flood of memories! I rmb how we used to play hide and seek in the library and sit on the window sill (sp?) ! and how we used to like choosing one of the kois in the fish pond as our own and looking out for it all the time! chatted with them at the sch lib until 230 then decided to go meet yunyi at dg!

was late but =X. I was quite worried at tt time cus it was raining so damn heavily and i was afraid tt the barbecue wldnt work out! ): tt wld be horrible. Went kfc to eat my lunch. It was quite filling unfortunately- didnt have much space in my stomach for the bbq. ):

Met quli at kallang mrt and nice sara and mum picked us up from there and we were then speeding off to east coast! (: Too bad yanting janice and eelyn didnt come afterall. ):

FOURFEAT class gathering was an absolute blast!

I think pit50 is a good bbq pit choice! (: It was near the toilet and hawker centre and carpark! very easy for parents to pick us up! and we can also go and wash up or wtr when we need to!

went with geri and peiqi etc to help carry the bbq food we ordered! The uncle passed a box of charcoal to amanda! Then he just stopped there and did nth. He looked at us. and we looked back at him.
then geri was like, "uncle zhe yang er yi arh?"
and the uncle was like "dui lor"
and we were like " HUH!!??!"
and he just half-grinned and said "mei you lahhh".
and everyone was like. 0_0.
haha and geri said, " UNCLE! zhe zhong shi bu ke yi pian!"

***

some ppl wanted to go rent bikes but too bad the bike rental shop was closing already. haha. and everyone had fun helping to throw the charcoal on the floor and breaking it into smaller pieces! heh heh. and then ms chun and lu laoshi came! (:

Then me and yy went to join others at the breakwater and we just sat and chatted and blah. haha. the weather was really cooling and breezy cus it stopped rainy (: then me and sara went to wade in the sea! too bad the others cldnt join in cus they didnt wear slippers. aww. then nicole came and joined in! (: hahas. at one pt we freaked out cus nicole's slipper was swept away. -_- heh.

I helped prepare food! just tt i suck at it! haha. the chicken wings were so slimy tt they tend to slip out of my hand! lol. (:

then we ate and cooked and ate and cooked! and the marshmellows went out too fast! ):and we played water bombs and we targeted [quek] xiner! and mr kevin chong! and in the end everyone played with water bombs such tt only mstanhainee and mrkevinchong was the ones cooking! haha.

haha but there were lots of uncooked food left! 0-0
and wading in the sea at night is very fun and exciting and scary and exhilarating all at the same time! the night sea view was really lovely! (: it was like obs all over again! like the time we all sat tgther at sembawang and looked out to sea!

and we tricked the tchers! geri gv and ? were like, wanxiu sprained her ankle wanxiu sprained her ankle! then me and yy went to check it out and we see shihui sitting on the beach and wanxiu just standing up and just looking interested.
then we were like, "wah wanxiu u sprain leg still can stand??!"
and then wanxiu was like "huh me arh??? okay lor!"
and she just started whining abt her sprained ankle and whatsoever.
-____- then the tchers came and looked very concerned! and then ppl were like asking wanxiu isit pain not... then suddenly, "happy tchers' day!" hahahaha. like april's fool joke! haha but wtr it was quite hilarious.

and then we went back to the bbq pit! and everyone was cheering because joakim is finally out!

then at about 910 plus plus, me and yy and amanda left! yy's father gave me a lift to paya lebar mrt! felt quite bad cus it was abit not shun lu for them! but yay! (:

reached home at abt 10pm plus, tired and exhausted!

yay! happy tcher's day! (: haha.

2006-09-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

SOMETIME IN OCT 2003!

31 aug 2006!

yay (:

WEEK 9 )):

2006-08-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

week 9 sucks. thank goodness term 3 is coming to an end. SIGH.

***

MondayWent with yunyi after school to Beauty World Centre (i THINK tts the name of the shopping mall! I CANT RMB! haha) in bukit timah somewhere near her house to cut my hair. The shopping mall looked quite sad. It was pretty isolated and almost 70% of the shopping mall are maid agencies. The rest are random shops like stationary shops, fish pet shop etc etc. Went to the hair salon called V & V? SMTH LIKE TT. ahha my memory sucks. Rather cheap rates at $12 per haircut, but not really worth the money if u consider their hair-cutting skills. LOOK AT MY HAIR. ): Yy's hair was pretty okay but the ends were extremely frayed and it looked as if the hairdressed used and extremely blunt scissors to hack her hair off. And mine. 0-0. it was really really sad, honestly! the hairdresser EVEN GELED MY HAIR. Like, one clump of gel on my fringe. so i had a HARD and VERY SHINY patch of fringe. like, everyone look at my gorgeous dazzling fringe mans! ): went to the toilet to attempt to wash the gel off. I didnt intend to take one hr bus ride home with a shiny fringe. oh wells, i am pretty used to being an egghead now! and [quek] xiner say my haircut is nice! haha but only xiner. others just said it was weird. ): haha and xiner gets pleased easily. i just told her tt eelyn said her hair's nice, and xiner was so happy and delighted. LOL.

***

tuesday - nth special happened? haha. except tt we have more stuff to do for rs now. WELL, at least we are getting somewhere! Our project seems more like a RS project instead of a nature of science project now. oh wells!

***

Wednesday- nth special as well. except tt it was jasmine's bday. i dont think she will ever use the cup, but i think it's cool anyway. and it's triple ls. not triple losers OKAYY.

***

thursday- rather blah blah. Selected juniors/batchmates for gh, zh and eh! haha. we decided tt we are nice ppl and not make the sec ones/twos/threes play the lianxiqu in front of the rest of them, so we asked to come out one by one and play for us. and I wrote comments. Not very erm, detailed, but at least it was straight to the point! BAH. haha. and i skipped lyfe to go for co. i dont know wads going for get wild camp! but i do want to help out for the camp, honestly, just tt i am very clueless. =X

***

friday- other than the part abt me flunking my orals, nth else much happened. I HONESTLY FLUNKED MY Q AND A. no kidding. REALLY REALLY. much as i dont want to blv it either, i have to say i totally flunked it. yes. this isnt math anymore. english is so much more impt. i so do nto want to flunk it. SIGH. why why why. everything i make a VERY LOW target/ range of marks for me to score in,i always will get lower than wad i want. does tt mean i shld set higher goals? i mean, as it is, my yao qiu for myself are already very low. like, mayb the passing mark of smth. and i still, still , still! cant do it. why. WHY. i am so very disappointed in myself. i know i can, i KNOW I CAN. but it just didnt happen. tts wad. false hopes are just horrible. i dont know wad to say.

but then i have to say i love my group. as in 19-27. they are all very supportive ppl! (: Before we went in, all of us practiced our speech in front. like they sit at the back and i read my speech at the front of the class. then we just discussed, and smelt the cammomile [sp?] tea tt mr kc gave us. haha it's said to help calm us down. apparently we are supposed to drink it, but we just er, smelt it. HAHA. then we helped check each other's hair attire etc. haha okay. and then before we went off, we linked hands and peiqi prayed for us. unfortunately i still screwed up so badly tt i failed my q and a. YAYNESS. and a conversation between xiner and geri

[xiner was testing geri q and a]

xiner: once i went online at 3am, and i still saw u online. Why is it that u have to stay up so late?

geri: oh as you all know, i am a normal youth, and like all teenagers, i have a boyfriend as well. and it so happens tt time me and my boyfriend had a little tiff and we were still quarreling at 3 am still. oh but we settled the problem at 4am when u had already left.

HAHA. i am assuming tt she isnt telling the truth.

and co dazu was so stoney and boring and blah blah. apparently val didnt get a chance to teach the zh juniors, not anyone's fault since she cant get the zhonghus out and teach properly, but oh wells. dazu was bad and sad. i played out of tune a number of times, and i dont really like playing those parts, and ks chee was so very gloomy. and the zh juniors must be so very bored to death since they dont have any huu to use to participate in. okay, a really perfect lousy ending to an otherwise perfect week.

oh and yayness sam is back frm marshmead! NOT AFRICA CRYSTAL! hah. and i webcammed with her! yay. and sam look.. older. lol (:

PS SWEET SWEET CRYSTAL HELPED ME UPLOAD THIS. I am like, so wasting her time but (: AW man she is so NICE. Unlike me, since the only reason I talked to her was because I wanted her to help me blog, and not that I missed her ):

2006-08-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

haha screwed template! my first attempt so yeah -_-

[edit: i decided to use back my previous skin first - while i meddle with this boring skin. boring template already, screwed code somemore? HOW CAN!, haha so yeah (:]

i cant be bothered to find out wad went wrong with the html code and tweak it, not now. oh wells.
it worked okay with mozilla firefox! ): ahahs.

best viewed with mozilla firefox.

2006-08-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

there are so many dumb things happening around me [ie. i m nt involved haha] tt makes me just wanna roll my eyes. honestly, whatever! it's so lame tt it isnt funny. 0o-o0. but then again, people needs to escape frm reality sometimes. to that, i say 'aye!'

but really, wtr okay! >.<

hahs. : D

2006-08-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

friday is such a tiring day.
i am thinking of my testtubes stinking up under my table. 0-0
and rs is so crap pls. like, just give us the notes and let us scram. honestly! culture just doesnt cut it!

***
i nva liked practising in blk j, and i dun think i ever will in the near future! (:
and i love serene cus she went back to ks chee to get her pu3 for me! (: yayness. i must rmb to dump my pu in kschee someday too.

***

things to do ): [boring shit ahead!]

math assignment: late
jian bao: very late
eng oral speech GET A MOVE ON MANNN!
geog ws copy copy crap
chem wth is going on. ):
update bio log

tts all i can rmb, goodbye and cya someday. off to watch my girl. ): ling's bad friend took episode 7 and 8, humph.

2 days of rest

2006-08-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

sure helped a lot! (: i guess.

went home after ss on wednesday cus my head felt so very heavy and awful. I cant resist putting my head on the table all the time during ss. knowing ms l, of cus she was pissed with all those who are sleeping. and i was sitting in front of her, so it's kind of horrid to sleep right in front of her.

went home and slept! zzz.

then i went to the polyclinic since it's so much cheaper there as compared to going to a private clinic, although i dont really live that near a polyclinic! doc gave me 2 days mc (: hee hee.

unfortunately i missed quite a lot of pretty impt lessons on thurs, cus there was like, chi presentations, geog? hmm, bio urine test! haha, and english speech lesson. and i really cant afford to miss eng since my oral skills suck; i do need all the help i can get, but oh wells.

and antibiotics leave a nasty taste in my mouth. made me wanna puke all the time.

and i was quite sad, cus i passed ling the my girl cds on weds, and i had nth to do today but mope around the house, boo hoo. if noti wld have completed at least half of the my girl cds! but wtr! (:

here's the end of an incoherent post. yayness.

2006-08-14T04:07:00.000-07:00

i tried to think of a time when i was really happy in sec 3. like "i am so happy i cant wait to go to school in the morning again" kind of happy. ): isit the lack of aesthetics? isit the new class? [i dun think so] or isit just the crap work.

if i cant even handle this shit i think my brain is going to explode in jc.

2006-08-14T03:57:00.000-07:00

life sucks now. really really it does it does too!

there isnt anything to look forward to. i dont even care anymore.
no i dont care abt anything at all.
NOT A CAREEE.

no more hols.
no more free weekends
no more fun and time wasting lessons.
NADDYAA NADDYA.

going to school is a torture. i hate school. yes i do. and guess wad? i actually used to enjoy going to school. just being there is good. LIKE HELLO??? i cant blv it. now everyday i just try to think of ways and means to get of it. hell, even to the pt of attempting to make myself sick, which obviously nva did succeed.

i just have to rant it all out. it's so meaningless,life is.

***

6am-440pm-inclusive of pe.10+ hours. a glass of milk.a cup of ice lemon tea. a bottle of chicken essence. half a bottle of water. liquids rule!

yes and i managed to survive. sad to say school food sucks. just turns me off. to think a bottle of chicken essence can last a person for tt long! i wanted to see if i can survive any longer, but too bad.

i binged the moment i gt home. like crazy insane binge. like dig out food frm the cupboard and cook and munch and chomp kinda binge. like . sigh.
i need to escape frm reality someday.

10hrs act again? will think about it.

2006-08-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

i feel so accomplished. at last i have solved that irritating auto-off wireless radio problem of mine. if u saw me signing in and out again and again on sunday, well tts why => tt darn wireless radio. and to thing all it took me was a google search. yes i love search engines!

problem solved. (: a few tweaks and clicks.

and i feel quite vexed this few days actually really. sigh.
being sick during the hols. i am one lucky girl.

***
my second trip to yy's house => and i missed the busstop a second time. so yes a nice little walk back. like , how loser! >< hotel regency isnt very distinct. sobs.

it's killin' me.

2006-08-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

Chinese presentation PLUS physics SPA on monday. one block after the other. LIKE WTH!!! ): this is just so shity. i can't think straight, my eyes are freakin hell dry, i cant see properly, wtr. i like to complain a lot. like, WTF! ): i am so not going to think abt the ss and physics pt, NOT YET.

WHY MEEEE! ):

okay back to chionging chi individ. 300 words more to go!

go me go me, uh uh, go me.

***
some lousy rants.

i feel like changing my blogskin - jasmine's fantabulous orange blogskin that she found makes me envious. =X

i am sick.

2006-08-10T23:16:00.000-07:00

urgh.
ulcer, migraines, cough, blocked nose- the works.

at least my sorethroat is gone. but i dont really fancy breathing through my mouth, and one nostril which feels slightly enlarged.

i cant concentrate on the chi pt with tt awful headache! and it's the last day of the nat. day hols. whoopee. if i dont even finish my individ chi pt by tonight, i dunno wad to do! ytd's chi pt grp meeting was quite bad cus i was really unproductive with my freakin headache and exhaustion. [over wad i wonder]. and my bones ache. i am getting old, HELP.

and i want to go swimming. ):

2006-08-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

do i sound happy? i am not, really.

wad a lame post this is.
if u cant understand lakehouse then i guess u shldnt even try to understand this post, HAHA.

lots of things has been happening lately, just to put it across vaguely. I think ppl are hidding too many secrets from each other. of cus there are 'white secrets' - to prevent the person from thinking too much abourrit, but then again...

but the thing i cant stand is tt i am kept from knowing things tt are like. i dunno, unimportant? but i am kind of in a dilema. if it's unimportant why do i even want to know it! like, hello, jiahui? but if it's something tt i will want to just know abt, smth stupid like,' oh we are going to e.g. east coast but u are NOT invited even THO u shld [the 'shuld' is subjective] be invited and are VERY free and confirm can make it' kind of thing BUT totally unimportant, [i am not talking abt things like e.g. we are going east coast but u are not invited/told becus we know u cant go for sure] YES i want to know it. YES I DO!- instead of hearing it after the thing happened. lol i know this sounds horribly absolutely dumb, but it jsut weighs a lot on my mind, like 'sigh why didnt u want to tell me!' The thing is, not being told smth makes tt smth a really big deal, at least to a weird person like me. i am just being, i dunno my usual weird?

JIAHUI wads the big deal honestly... so wad if the inviter didnt even think about it? like jiahui wad are u thinking? wad makes u think u SHLD be informed? no one's obliged to tell u silly THINGS okayyyy. understand tt there are times when more ppl doesnt mean merrier. rmb 2's a company, 3's a crowd? stop being a weirdo. yes yes stop it stop it, go me, go me, uh uh, go me!

i should stop talking to myself manzzz.

do u understand! it's alright if u dont, u need definitely more than 2 years to understand my language, as proved by case studies. Sometimes I think I try too hard to annoy myself.

am i happy? what do u think?

2006-08-06T20:12:00.000-07:00

saturday!

shall blog briefly. met ling at 220 on the train! (: went for lunch..... and then headed off to taka! and nice ling treated me to icecream there! i forgt wad's the brand, but it's tt italian icecream! jasmine are u reading this! do u feel sad tt u missed out on the treat? haha

anw we gt three flavours, cookies and cream, dark choc and butterscotch! butterscotch is the best! get it next time. or get the sample ;)

**

toy fair! haha. i saw miru miru figurines!!!!! (: but so sad no $. oh wells.ling volunteered to buy it for me initially... BUT then she realised she was buying it for me. -_- and i thot she was so nice. haha but oh wells.and we gt a good deal for the x and oh wells. turns out tt this deal is also available at carrefour. haha.

okay i am too lazy to blog abt the rest of saturday. haha =X

***

sunday/spca!

too lazy to drag myself out of bed in the morn to go to pop fair, so met ling at one at spca bus stop instead!

i cant really say i am a true animal lover, i definitely dont dare to get up and close with the animals,you know, i am just a little shy and needs a little warming up to (: . but anyway,we headed off to the viewing areas! haha i was mean to ling thruout cus i made her ask everything. =X opps!

anw, apparently u can go into the cage and pet and stroke the animals. they definitely need affection!!! passed the dogs -life's just unfair- there's tt cute lil breed dog with nice shaggy hair and all, gt adopted rather quickly. sad sad sad.

went off to the small animals section-rabbits hamsters guinea pigs. the rabbits are horribly cute! there's these cute bunnies-one grey one black. the grey one is just awfully sweet looking and lets u pet it while it's stuffing itself while the black one just stays still, like a bundle of fur. and there's one terribly frightened sandy rabbit. it jsuttrembled and all when ling petted it gently and it jumped out of the cage and being an idiot i shrieked, like -_-. anw ling carried it back into its cage, but u can tell it's still pretty shaken up and all.

and hamster so cute. and i pointed out a squashed baby hamster on the floor to ling. it's just so gross. a pink lifeless baby hamster squashed- as if it's just a piece of chewing gum. GROSSNESS. =( i miss all my baby hamsters.

oh before i forget. guinea pigs! one particularly cute one which stuck its head of it's little erm cosy corner and went back in.haha

cat's play area. i am a scaredy cat. attempted to pet the cats but i dont think they liked my touch hahaha. =X there's this lil girl abt 8 yrs [ling the friendly psl asked her and blah] who was petting the cats and carrying them around and stuff, if i didnt know better i would have thought she's a regular at spca, but apparently it's her first visit here. she was really open with them and dared to pet them all even though some cats looked particularly unfriendly like, TOUCH ME OR U WILL BE SCRATCHED and stuff but she just petted them and played with them and stuff! then there's this cat which particularly enjoyed sitting in front of the door- ppl cant enter. so ling who wasnt tt brave enough to just carry them away asked the girl to help, who happily obliged.

at one point a golden retriever ran out of the cage door and all the dogs BARKED LIKE CRAZY. i wonder if they are just sad tt their old friend are leaving them, or happy tt their neighbour regained its freedom........ have a new home. but sadly, the ic carried a really sad looking dog back into it's cage. the golden retrievers are so adorable... =( and there's this really cute and waggy and sad looking dog which ling favours over the rest. and it has a really !!! neighbour called taka. which freaked the hell out of me. =X opps.

before we left we went to the reception area to get some souvenirs and stuff. i gt a poster with 101 pics of animals which were adopted and a notepad. ling gt a poster with a kitten/teddy bear and notepad. yeah. and while we were in there there's this family which is abandoning its dog at spca. SO SAD. =( THE DOG IS ENTIRELY LOVEABLE REALLY REALLY! and there's this sicko girl of like ten? who is so abusing it okay. like she's insulting it calling it stuff like useless dog, and like dunno doing what with it! like 0-----------0.

altho i am sad tt the dog dun have a home anymore.. but i am glad its leaving them.

2006-08-06T05:12:00.000-07:00

the lakehouse

2006-08-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

The lakehouse[ignore the actor/actress! i cant find a pic of the house w/o them:

Keanu Reeves:

Combined together =

hahahahahah.

[ed's note: credits to REB LING!!! for combing my two erm assy artistic drawings tgether and icluding THE lAKEHOUSE words! hahahah]

2006-08-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

just for huiwen! click on 'carved on heart' TO ACCESS MY TAGBOARD! HAHAHAHA. NOW U KNOW. (:

today was quite a =S huh wth is going on? day! (: hahahahaha..

as usual, math was a drag, like OBVIOUSLY! (;
recess is the best.
chem naddya naddya. and nicole was mean to me cus she gave me a lousy ws which was wet and kept a nice one for herself! HRRUMPH!
assembly- film cluster! it was pretty cool. haha. but the thing is tt 304 ALWAYS HAVE ONE ROW ONLY. like. ALL THE TIME? ok mayb one row and 1/4 row. yea. so it was kinda squeasy blah blah.

RS! haha. sat next to wanxiu! lol. my nail is formidable! WAHAHHAHA. it was pretty funny. i am sorry i 'consoled' wanxiu one week late. =X haha but i was pretty funny. so long nva sit next to wanxiu liao. but then again sitting next to eelyn is.. quite fun. whee hee.

physics was as usual -_-. haha i helped eelyn to make sure tt mr x didnt look her way!
so i was like, eh he talking to blah now hurry do do do! then i wld be like, STOP DOINGGGGG. hgahahahahahha. so fun. like,. -_-

haha. co elections results out! CONGRATS! (: tts all to blog abt. naddya naddya.

and oh,

INTERESTING JASMINE FACT! (:

apparently,

jasmine HATES communicating.

my back hurts like shit

2006-07-31T00:23:00.000-07:00

and i dont even know why! =( only, backbone problems? tt might explain why i am growing so slowly, tt is if i am still growing. =(

peiqi is taller than me, like omg!
hahahaha.

and mr loh is SO FUNNY! hahaha he is so practicing his english all the time now.

like during chi test today he was like 'you have four minutes left.......', then everyone just started laughing cus it was quite amusing, then he translated to chi. lol!

we are all very ncie to our cle tcher okayy!!

elections!

2006-07-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

loved the speeches. as usual i was a nervous wreck, but wtr, good prep for orals! 0------0. sort of. thanks to ling, the speech content wasnt -________- . yeah, so thanks! (:i voted for yy and xx so i hope u two get it!!! (: (: (:

***

flag day! DAMN EXHAUSTING! lol. me and yy worked our butts off. not like hw who went off to makan! zzZzzz. we [me, yy, ling, eelyn, janice, sijia... anymore?]decided to head off to city hall! then we split up and me and yy went to the exit who was near funan it mall.there was this nice aunty who was giving out flyers, and she talked to yy and asked her wad sch she's from etc! haha. and she talked to quite a lot of ppl who came out of the exit, like,' oh hello i see u again!', 'how come i didnt see u ytd?' or 'hey i saw ur friend there just now!' etc -in chinese-, duh! with my not-so-greaat inference skills i infer that she goes there everyday to give out flyers haha. at one point when i was feeling particularly pathetic and sweaty she asked me to go under the shade! hahaha. but of cus i didnt cus we arent allowed to ask for donations in tt area.

and there were of cus those parents with their oh so cute children. there was one boy who was so cute wtih nice pudgy cheeks which made me wanna pinch them oh so much! haha. then his mum was like, go on take one [sticker]! then he paused, thought about it, and took one! haha. and he waved and said 'bye bye' to me when they went off! haha , awwww.and another adorable kid who stuck out his hand for yy to paste the sticker on when she asked him if he wanted one, after he donated. heh.

abt 1030 another organisation came and set up at the city hall exit where we were! so we were like panicking tt they will steal our ' customers' but the other students all went off cus, erm, we are strong competitors? haha wtr. the ic was quite nice! she's about our age, [uppersec/ jc bahss] and came to ask me how long had we asked for donations etc etc cus i guess she was worried tt there wunt be enough funds collected for the pocket money fund bah. then after like mayb twenty minutes she came to donate! so nice. haha. and after about half an hr again she asked us if our bags are very heavy and tt we can put our bags at the station where they were sitting, waiting for the students to collect their tins/return tins, haha but we politely declined, since our bags arent heavy. we wanted to donate before we leave, but we didnt have any lose change so we just, erm went off. lol. and we saw a couple of rj girls early in the morn at abt 9? and one of them was like, 'eh, raffles leh, help a bit lah', and so she donated.
(: (: (:
and we saw mr kenneath tan. haha and he saw us too.

in the end i only gt 1 3/5 sheets of stickers distributed and half tin filled. yy kept on going on abt sad it is tt she cant change tt ten bucks note someone donated to ten cent coins, if nt she cld have already filled up the tin and go home. hahhahahaha. too bad!
when yy and i reached somerset we felt quite accomplished cus our tins were quite heavy as compared to some. (: hahahahahahha.went to eat subway with yy and yiusum! sad, hw decided not to go with us at the last moment! awwwwww. on our way there, we got a free
starbucks sample abt a min after hw left! AWWW. damn nice with lots of whipping cream, for a sample.
subway was nice, gt meatballs.

***
went to the esplanade to get the vcd after tt! and we managed to find the disc! wah felt damn accomplished, rather unfortunately we cant borrow the disc as we have to be members of the lib to borrow. but yy said tt she will go and ask her mum if she's allowed to become a member, since she visit the lib regularly. THERE'S HOPE STILLLLLLLL.
and the lib is the coolest. nice comfy black sofas, quiet serene environment [the section with the dance videos/ books, FREAKIN COOOOOOOOOL. and there's even a piano practice area. someone was praccing when we walked around. hahawent to the roof terence after tt! (: [cos i wanted to] took a photo but it didnt turn out tt well. haha namely cus yy decided not to be in it, and i was squinting [my eyes are already small enough =( ] cus of the blazing sun. lol.

***
made our way to far east after tt! lol. i bought a white medium thick hairband and a pair of cute white/red danglies[think sg] for 2 bucks each! (:went to some areas tt i had nva been before. hahaha. (:yy bought a nice army belt for 5 bucks which i liked a lot!there was this cybergaming contest/compeition going on at far east and
it started off with a great bang, [literally]. it was so freaky okayyyyyyy!!!! there was lots and lots of gun shots, which practically blasted my ear drums. i freaked out. so did yy. i mean, honestly!!! so there was this series of gun shots and then fireworks/sparks, then gun shots, more fireworks, and then someone' or mayb a fake mannequin in
black, masked, slided down frm the top level to the bottom. if not for the fireworks plus the crowd of ppl gathering around the barriers/fence? [opps i dunno wad its called! =( someone tell me!] on the second third floors, i wld have thot it was a terrorist attack. 0-
-------0 tt scary!

went home at four i think. haha tireddd!

(:

2006-07-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

i am blogging here at 230am.

ling's amount of effort and time she put in just for my pathetic speech made me so touched tt i actually cried when i see how much she put into it, just so tt i wont malu myself. I will never forget your support.

2006-07-24T01:56:00.000-07:00

i dunno isit math and its retarded logs and the fear and trauma of failing the upcoming test tt is driving me crazy or isit just...

SIGH.

i have been bingeing lots today. My appetite just increased like crazy and i was never full. i ate a lots during recess and during lunch, and ate again when i got home. and i am still eating now as i am typing.

chomp chomp.
i cant wait for dinner time. my stomach is empty.

***

monday has always been the crappiest day. nth ever good happens on monday. there used to be the fk3 mon outing to look forward to, but then again, tt was in the past. :( monday is always dreary ever since this year.

the glass is so half empty please.

2006-07-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

to opt out or to not?
to pull out or not to?

had been thinking abt this for the whole night ytd until i gt a freakin headache. like, honestly i dont stand a chance, then isnt it like, a waste of time? but if i do opt out, i feel like a complete loser. like. -_____-

tokyo juliet&hanakimi<3 says:
ok just ask yourself do you even care abt wanting this post
if you do, just whooooooosh. do it.

honestly, i dont really know.

=(

in a more superficial perspective, i m more worried abt being malufied in the whole process.

2006-07-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

the last four posts are actually one full length post, but i split them up CUS SOMEHOW OR OTHER, i cant seem to post the whole thing in one go. so pissifying.

okay, tagboard back up! go tag if anyone even comes here anymore! (:

oooooh headache. *rubs rubs.

2006-07-22T22:19:00.000-07:00

CPR!
possibly the third most exciting thing of the week. -_____-

and we were all pretty mean to K.K during the practical cus everyone was quickly getting into grps of 8 so tt we gt a valid excuse as to why we cant accept her into our grp. like obviously, the reason why was cus we all dun wanna share a mannequin with her. like, grossness!!!! and we were all saying tt if we gt into the same grp as her we must just hurry and go first. heard frm alice tt k.k was one of the first who did the practical? 0-0
wtr i am just a very mean person! boo hoo.

after cpr went to subway! subway=> too many choices. love the pickles!
and i donated 15 cents! plus isis's five cents! so tt i can get a NICE BADGE. LOL LIKE, wtr! -__-

it's tt YOU + ME = TRUST badge! cool or wad! gonna pin it on my pencil case, mayb.

2006-07-22T22:18:00.001-07:00

MADE OUR WAY TO CRYSSIE'S HOUSE FOR RS DISCUSSION/RICE EXPERIEMT! [okay tt was the plan INITIALLY] SOBS. grp the three of us together and u get the most unproductive grp of the day.

CRYSSIE'S HOUSE IS SO COSY! (:
and her room is nice too. good view of the pool [now we all know wad crys does in her free time - hunk-watching] her window is one full glass panel i.e. u cant change behind the curtains! HAHAHHA.

project discussion swiftly changed to hp4 movie. like, !! wth!!! haha. we closed all the curtains and it was nice and dark, her moniter looks just like any 15-inch lcd tv and nice comfy bed and pillow and booster [ which now contains HW'S SMELL] i wonder if crystal will have more dreams of hw now cus of HER SMELL! (:

crys decided to bathe while we started the movie!
apparently hw was SO EXCITED tt she kept rubbing her feet on crys's nice yellow bedspread. oh boy. lol. not to mention, giggling madly. and we had fun imitating the characters and soundeffects. and sorta swooning ocver cedric! and tf[ more like hw only] and being envious of cho's chio looks.
and we all have a deprived childhood cus we even wanted to set up tent in crys's bedrm. lol.

sad thing we cant have a sleepover cus... we have cpr 2mr morn! lol. exciting, oh yess.

and nice huiwen's parents gave me a ride home- right to the doorstep plus a bit of pavement.
oh yes and i still think hw's bro is so cute. ..

2006-07-22T22:18:00.000-07:00

RHD! was fun!

lol. sort of. cus it didnt really feel like rhd cus all i did was hang out at th co booth.
0--------0
and ling! lent me her indian costume top which has a lot of -___- 'coins' which looked like ten cent coins APPARENTLY. isis actually asked me why i hung coins on the top and why didnt i hang five cents ones instead! tt clueless! 0---0 haha.

missed the concert and some said it was quite good. aww mans.
lots of chiobus around clad in saris! e.g. esther -___-. and i stepped on her foot! (: i mean, ):

and the food was good! free food at the koi pond! (: enjoyed the shaved ice => altho i threw it away after eating half only hurhur.

and i wanted to do the henna initially! but i coincidentally rmbed tt i m freakin broke. i.e. negative signs. so. tts the end.

random: yy lent me half of her chio gold black bangles! haha. chio-er than ling's! WAY CHIO-ER THAN LING'S! HAHAHAHHAHA/

2006-07-22T22:17:00.000-07:00

volleyball match!!! on weds or thurs cant rmb!!!

haha it was really fun - sort of.
i shall nva forget the team spirit we had -_- and our little cheer
[in chi]
8, 8, 8 - wo men FA FA FA!

lol yanting's great/creative/original/wtr idea hurhur. like fa1 gt any relation to vball! i do not know. btw, 8 is our grp no. and i think it was really funneh whenever we played with wanxiu's grp. LOl.

2006-07-22T22:16:00.000-07:00

testing. why cant i blog.
=(

2006-07-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

maths is a horribly sensitive subject to me now. It makes me unreasonable and irrational; it's a taboo topic for me - you dont want to rise it up in front of me.
And I will just feel freakin hellish irritated if someone tells me AND keeps on ranting on and on and on and ON ABOUT how badly they scored, how they want to score so so so well for the next test, when in fact for tt test they scored badly they managed to get a 3.6 plus minus. Perhaps I am just being narrow minded; c'mon i might not be satisfied with what they got, but still. and the other pt being tt they didnt have any clue what i got. BUT STILL. :(

there's this huge load on me like saying U HAVE TO SCORE WELL OR IT'S THE END.
and HONESTLY, having a tution tcher doesnt mean anything. ESPECIALLY WHEN i had only had one lesson so far which half involved physics [ only45 mins of math -____-] and the fact being tt she's OVERSEAS now, so by the time she gets back i might only get one lesosn and tts it. Here comes the logs.

SO. i need some kind understanding! well, now u know. =(
Yes I blv i will have nightmares of weird numbers and alphabets running after me, throwing logs at me. Sooon.

***

I ACCIDENTALLY REVEALED TO JASMINE WAD LUDICRIOUS PRESENT THE FK3 BOUGHT HER! but nvm, she stil doesnt know wad's the HAHA part about that thing so there's still a HINT of suspense, RIGHT? (:

2006-07-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

i think i gonna have to change this blogskin soon! LOL. it's too difficult to scroll down. :D

2006-07-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

fireworks fireworks dont u love them fireworks?

i guess it's the ndp preview today, and around 8 plus there was suddenly this loud consecutive bomming, and my sis was lke 'eh jiahui, gt fireworks eh!'

as usual they were lovely. for the past yrs, i have never been able to see them properly from my house - just loads of loud bomming and mayb 1/4 of the bigger fireworks. Today i managed to see about 1/2 -3/4 of the fireworks!!! they were just simply loveeelyyy. i feel happy just looking at them, really i do. if only i was there to experience it all.

there were the green and red ones which were like little stars, and my personal favourite, golden fireworks which were like many lil streaks in the dark night sky, gradually fading off. it kind of resembled needle like raindrops, to me at least. and ooh, tiny lil fireworks which appeared at the same time which were very cute next to the big ones! this is the first time i saw them tiny ones! :D pardon my lack of general knowledge, i dont really know the names of them all heh.
i decided to whip out my phone after i saw the tiny ones, but the fireworks stopped. WHY OH WHY!!! they would have made a lovely wallpaper. T_T

i just realised tt it was such a long time ago since i went to ndp! when i was in pri sch, my family went every year except for pri60---0
and even when we didnt go to the ndp we would go my grandma's house at ubi where there was a much better view[it's always better to live on a higher floor], and when it was around 8plus my aunt would bring us[me and my cousins] to some overhead bridge where there's a much clearer view. and the overhead bridge would always have other neighbours with their children watching the fireworks with us. it has been such a long time!
ahh the typical life of us common folk.

so, did u catch the fireworks?

ed: too many 'which' used. =(

2006-07-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

i forgt to thank esther and serene for the milk bottle marshmellow bottle they gave us zhonghu juniors :) thanks lots.

it was a real milk bottle!
you guys are the best! (:

i am really sorry i didnt even bother to write even a lousy 'dear so-and-so, jiayou for concert! -jiahui' note.

:(

2006-07-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

i dont know if any of u felt the same way, but i was really happy that concert was over...

but

horribly sad as well.

open house reminded me tt the seniors are not gonna be around dazu when practice resumes, not around for us to rely on anymore when i was the most/only senior in my 1-2pm basking timeslot.

isn't it horrible?

I just feel overwhelmed tt it happened so soon. it seems only ytd tt we are sec1s who just joined dazu, eager to know how it's like, and play mjh with the rest of the co. now..
i really miss all the days with esther and serene in the blk h middle rm. I don't know about you guys, but i agree with esther tt zhonghu is the most bonded in xianyue, cus erhu is just too big to be completely bonded, and gaohu just keep missing pracs. i think the middlerm zhonghu pracs helped a lot.

whatever i am just very sad.

Was crying silently on the bus home after i finished my openhouse booth duty frm rtc all the way home. tt was what i was doing when val called me up. it was really embarrassing to cry on the bus, but whatever, it was quite empty anyway and i was sitting at the back, so i hope no one noticed me wiping my eyes with my sleeve half the time. Sniffed and sobbed while walking back home. thankfully i managed to compose myself whenever someone passed me. After all this, i think i am good at holding back my tears.

i hope i am nt going to cry during farewell.

tts all.

2006-07-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

The problem with blogger is that it takes so long for me sign in that, once I got in, i dont really feel like blogging anymore.

***

The math test's only a few hrs away and I am still doing nth. The thing is I dont feel a sense of urgency at all. this must be the most unstudied math test i have had ever since sec2. and even when i studied in advance for like mayb two days i still get lousy scores; and now i m starting only a few hrs in advance. Pitiful, simply pitiful. I must start at least a week in advance for the next few tests, snap out of the holiday mood man!

Or I can just push the blame to the lousy studying environment at all. it's nt fun to have ur table next to ur sis who annoys u frm time to time. I am already frustrated enough with math alone as it is, now i got lots of pented up anger and energy which i dont know wad to do with, and i dont intend to waste it on useless stuff like maths. no siree.

this is crap this is shit. and 2mr i m going to sit in the front row.
thanks, thanks a lot man.

***

CO today was really sad. Besides the fact tt only perhaps less than half of the sec3s frm xianyue turned up 0---0, the songs just simply said, sucked. All i know is tt i m too embarrassed to ask my friends frm dunman and nanyang to come. ~~who wanna pay ten bucks to see a crappy concert pls contact me thanks.~~

okay on the other hand i shldnt be so negative. 4 more practices, can we do it?
or break a new record for the past two mths and have a 100% attendance? => just for xianyue? tt wld be incredible enough, oh yes.

2006-06-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

The house's pretty peaceful and serene and quiet and blah blah now tt my mum and dad went off to china, guangzhou for a holiday and there isnt any mum nags everyday. Tts good i think. On the other hand, i am those kind of ppl who cant self motivate, so my homework is in a ... pathetic state to put it plainly. and the house is in this huge mess. like, whoa. Okay, i promise to clean up before my parents come back and get the shock of their lives. 0-0.

and I love my eyore! cus it's just so big and fluffy and smells nice. xD but it's head is just too big. =(

and jasmine, i found out tt the lousy chocolate you bought for my bday last year wasnt high class/ex like u claimed! So you better stop complaining abt the pok frame we bought u last yr, hrrmph!

2006-06-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

I was talking with my mum over the phone and i was like asking her where's the missing usb cable and i just started crying and i couldnt even stop. And the thing is, i don't even know what came over me. Just way over the extreme. There's something about crying that just makes you feel plain pathetic, loserish and wimpish.

everything is falling apart.

2006-06-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

Time passes so fast. Before I know it, the second week of the hols has passed. +( I just keep staring at the ugly calendar in front of me and mope. Like an useless person. rawr.

There are still so many things i want to do during the hols!!! Like, erm like, ~~clear all my debts,~~ go iceskating and fall on my butt, take the viking and feel like puking, go www, do more stupid stuff, play the computer, read comics, eat something every single houri m awake[ok i m already doing this, but nvm], wrap jasmine's dumb present which is rotting away since feb...

but nooooo, homework is on the top of the list.
My, i rather do holiday homework than cram for -.- tests and rush a -.- pt. haixx. and prepare myself for my horrendous eng and chem results.

***

Went east coast again today. 00.
Sad tt jasmine didnt make it cus apparently she doesnt have any mood. =(
[Rmb what you said in your blog abt the four of us needing one another?]

On the other hand, it was great cycling with ling xD, 'cus it was super not exhausting AT ALL. hahaha OPPS. I like sitting there not doing anything apparently, and ling had to conduct spotchecks on me like every few minutes!!!

and ling nearly killed me when she really really nearly went in to the drain, which she threatened to do so earlier on if i continue slacking and not cycling! arh. it was freakin 0-0! and i er, screamed. hahaha.

and us chasing some red guy [mayb 10 11 yrs old?] in front was really funny. hahaha. I think he knew tt we were trying to overtake him and he was like cycling like crazy. so hilarous. opps!

***

co had been really slack lately. Half the time we were doing anything but pracing. =( I kinda miss co in sec one. We all got individ zhonghu gaohu and erhu praccing together, and it was so much fun. And we got a proper room to prac too. Just for co. =( And now we have to use lousy classrooms. sad mans. I miss BLK H!!! =(

aww shucks.

2006-06-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy xD

Sort of.

**project runway is on, brb! the challenge is on lingerie xD

**distraction**
I found this pretty amusing hahaha.
It's the lingerie challenge right, and they are split into grps of 3 each, and one of the grps consists of 3 girls.

So this guy [forgt name! xD] was telling is teamate

Guy1: they are so ****ing lame, they havent even had sex before, how do they know how to design lingerie?

Guy2: You havent have sex as well.

Guy1: Oh wells. [or smth like tt, cant rmb]

***
Back!
Watched xmen3 ytd with ling and val!!! xD
hahahah.

Ling was like cowering throughout the movie [i think] and she was like covering her eyes you know? Reminds me of the time in sec1 me and ling and jas went to watch spidey2! Jas was like sitting in the middle and me and ling was like gripping ehr or wadever. hahahaha.

Some things just never change!

and i hope they stay the same.

***

2006-05-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_ZBBicoY_c

deleted scene from the pocahantas movie! (: It's really sweet; the song shld hav been included in the movie instead of just in the songtrack alone.

2006-05-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: May 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Since everyone is putting this up, so shall i. hah, altho i think it's pretty untrue for me.
Mayb I should go join WP someday.

*** I realised tt anyone who is born on the same date number as you [but different month] will still get the same answer, so ppl born on jan1 feb1 mar 1 apr1 may 1 etc etc etc will all have the same result. haha. Somehow this makes me think of chem and the groups in the periodic table. the thing about the elements in the same group will have the same properties. hah.

2006-05-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

Today's lessons are so bleh.
Bio - Got our bio pt today. SIANNNNN arrrrh!!! I can't wait to evaluate the nutritional values mannnnxxxx.

Recess: (: Shorter queues cus we got the first recess with few classes! hee hee. fried food day eh!

Math: Sigggggh! 1/3 of the class failed. I wonder how i will react to my marks 2mr. Will I sob or heave a sigh of relief? Whatever it is, i have no one but myself to blame for my drastic math results, afterall I know that I didnt put in a lot of effort for this test this time round. IT'S ALL MY FAULT! *BAWLS*

We got back geog pt today! I was satisfied with my individ part. wasn't the best or second best or third best, but still, i m pleased with my hard work (: (: (: . Unfortunately our group component could have been better, but then again we did our best.

Physics: We had a discussion today. How he tried to defend himself about the 'bring protracter' part and 'newton's 3rd law tested' part was simply said, ridiculous. I have to admit *guilty* that i only listened for the first 15 min and then i was distracted by the [disney rabbit design] Mighty bean!!! hahaha. so funnnyyyyy.

and measuring the angle while the block falls at is just so fun and intriguing you know.

I think me and jas have such amazing .... *proceeds to check sms for the big word jasmine used* COMARADERIE!!! hahahahhaha!

At the bus stop:

Me and Jas [speaking to each other] : Why you...

[saying at the same time]
Me: so late???
Jas: so....

a second or two later,
Jas: late?

hhahahahaaa.
Sorry to disappoint you, but apparently i speak & type faster than you. (:

I don't understand titration at all. or chemistry on the whole. #!$!#!&!$*%#$
You wont see me working in the science department anytime soon.

2006-05-12T10:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Vesak Day!!! (:

[for those who are clueless, vesak day is to celebrate the birth of the Buddha,[after attaining spiritual enlightenment?] if i'm not wrong (: => correct me if i m wrong! ]

Vesak Day reminds me of primary school days when we hold an annual vesak day fair! (: My favourite part of the fair will the time for redeeming my prize. hah!

Went to three temples today (:

One thing I really dislike about going to temples is the smoke fumes. It's really horrid especially when there are like, hordes of people. Your eyes just can't seem to stop tearing and your bloody nose can't breathe properly. and every few minutes some guy will remove all the joss sticks from the big urn [it's called an urn right?] and put them in a pail of water or something.

The temple at Waterloo street was the worst. It was raining at that time, so the place was pretty slippery, and umbrellas were kind of getting in the way. And we had to go in by the side entrance/exit, cus the main entrance was just simply... too full. I can still remember the man(guard?keeper?) was pacing about, on the steps, speaking through the loudspeaker. He was saying "Beware of PickPockets" again and again, sometimes in English, sometimes in chinese and sometimes in Hokkien. Occasionally he will switch to something else like, "Rang4 lu4 rang4 lu4, zhou3 jin4 lai3 yi4 dian1!"

***

I am so dead I am like so dead can. -yy's pencilcase.

HOW TRUE.
i haven touched my math for the whole day. SHIT.

SERIOUSLY. I AM LIKE SO DEAD CAN.

2006-05-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

I watched tt 9pm showon chl8! zzZZZZZz. Just hafta comment on the house, freakin big can! It's like a mini hotel lobby, mini restuarant all combined. ahhhhhhh! so lavish!

Wldn't it be nice to live with your whole extended family in a mini hotel? (: Life wouldnt be that boring, that's for sure, uh huh (:

2006-05-10T03:47:00.000-07:00

One more day of sch and holiday! (: whooo hoooo.
School is getting really pffffft, but I enjoy the air-conditional [or lack thereof] in the classroom. Okay that is one luxury I can enjoy in school.

SS!!!
we had to do some debate thingy to sum up the topic and being such lame people we all voted for vanessa to be the leader! (: okay almost all. And we did nothing for the rest of the afternoon, i mean really. like nothing, staring into space nothing, while vanessa tried to get us involved, while did not work unfortunately. ahh.

CHI!!!
We are damn mean to lu lao shi!!! Almost half the class was sleeping like pigs. And zheng pei asked me to sleep as well. I was like like, 'why?', then she said, 'orrh cus if you sleep then will have 20 ppl sleeping, set new record mahhh!' we are tt bored. and all i did was the cloze. [which i passed by 1 mark, and i referred to guoling's paper for one++ of them, so i actually gt 5 only, really] and nothing else. 8 days was a joy to read, we enjoyed oogling at zoe tay's abs. and that yy cannot date tom cruise or she will end up with perpentually bent knees.

PE!!!
We had to run one round, oh horrors of horrors.
What happened during that one round.

We were walking walking and I had to comment....
Me: Eh yanting sara, you all are the last ones lehh!
Yanting: [shrieks] WAAAD!!!!!!!!?!?!

and they zoomed off happily ever after.
Like really, they just shot past everyone.

and I feel kind of bad for huffing and puffing, becus my legs are kind of short/lack of muscles, and yy hav to end up walking with meee. OPPPS! sorry! (: shall look for someone w/o such long legs to run with. (:

Volleyball was a laugh. haha. I suck at it!!! and tt's an understatement! but it's kind of funny when the ball nearly hits the cars. and when balls come flying all over the place. and when the ball flies up into the sky and disappears. [and appearing seconds later] Half the time was spend running around the carpark desperately locating tt castaway ball.

last recess isnt tt good even tho we didn't have to queue much. considering that all the nuggets were sold out. fried food day didnt seem like fried food day!

Math. pffft. I can't pay attention, period.

cle.
haha cle is the official sleeping period of the week, unfortunately. oh and that isis looked very sweet in Janice's pink adidas sweater. (:

***
I miss the hilarious days with the fk4, when all we ever do is to make noise, lots & lots of it, and laugh/guffaw like a sick horse. and to tell the truth, the memory already seem so far away. It's only a year plus, and it's already getting fuzzy? I hesitate to imagine how life would be when I am 70 years old, a true old hag suffering from some [insert illness]. There wldnt be any simply pleasures to thrive on, will there? Will I live in spite and hate, liek how all those bad characters ended in serial dramas?

hey poo and wen! (:
thx for the gift! sorry if i sound ungrateful in any aspect, but i really appreciate it! [altho i most prob wun use it, haha x)]

***

I am making my blog a very sad one, [if you havent realised] but then it's the best place for me to vent my frustration.

I just have to say this
1. If I look pissed, I am pissed. [ok 90% accurate, because I looked pissed SOMETIMES even when i am nt]
2. If I don't speak to you/ignore you, it's either I don't like you, or I am pissed.
3. If I am constantly shooting you back with mean and rude comments, you are most probably pissing my ass off with every idiotic and insensitive statement you are making.
5. Somethings I don't mean things that I say. Really. i.e. saying it w/o realising tt it sounds mean/rude.
6. You may want to stop commenting on how horrible I am, how un-nice i am, how mean i am, etc. etc. etc., because you know, I KNOW IT MYSELF, you can stop with the ridiculous and immature constant reminders. you know, you are not that perfect as well, and you really don't seem to realise it. not at all. Are you really that clueless?
7. I hate ppl who enjoys talking about me behind my back, right IN FRONT OF ME. c'mon, if you really have that super urgent need to talk about me, do it somewhere where i can't hear OR see at all OKAY? "Am i speaking too loud?" "Opps?" is right. and if you wanted me to hear it, come off the immature and childish acts and JUST TELL ME.
8. There are times when I REALLY REALLY want to be serious, contary to what people assume.
9. Being sensitive really helps. Mayb you can try thinking before shooting your mouth off.
10. If I say I am upset, I am upset.
11.If I have been inconsiderate in anyway, I am sorry because I was most probably venting my frustration.

*** The word 'you' does not refer to anyone in particular, but if you think you are guilty of commiting those acts, then perhaps, I am most probably talking about you.

2006-05-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Pollyna just put a smile on my face (:

She said this to me:

POLLYNAisinlovewithRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRain says:
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
POLLYNAisinlovewithRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRainRedRain says:
: D

when she noticed my Msn nick message was 'sinking into depression'.
so sweet (:

Anw, i decided that i am tougher than tt! yea. (:

2006-05-09T05:10:00.000-07:00

Oh my what the crap I can't take it anymore. I got too many gripes I just can't handle it life sucks. I want my heck-care attitude back. At least, I can still get along well without having half the time worrying about some crazy thing. Such as, my english test is such a. !!&$*^%$ I never did check properly. and now I feel sad. it's just, regret. what the. I wish I wish I wish so much that I had bothered to go through carefully, but no, I did not. And the thing is, I used up all the time, i.e. i never slept or wad the crap, so so so What the heck went wrong?!!!? All I can say is that I am brooding over it, again and again, until my tiny brain finally explodes. like what happens in happy tree friends, you know? Is it regret?

Why? I used to be able to shake it off within, max. a few hours. Perhaps I know thaT i didn't do that that badly, no regrets and all. It's as if someone has put a terrible spell on me. Ever since the kaoji, I have been having this awful feeling. Is it just plain stress? Well it totally sucks, really really. Totally. and it isn't PMS, cus I have been feeling this awful, since like, forever, ever since the end of last year.

Okay RS just broke my train of thought.

Back.

Now I am having stupid retarded dreams, which have stupid retarded endings. What happened to a lovely dream? The BFG hates me, I knew it. Anyway, no dreams are the best. It used to be like that for me. [minus the recurring dreams about prefects booking me last yr which vanished into thin air now]

Oh for Pete's sake, I am only 15 and I am such an old hag already.
And the fact that I have so little commitments and I am already feeling like this just makes me feel worse. and worse. and worse.

I feel like I am sinking and sinking.

***

Hope seems to be something that doesn't exist in me anymore.

***

As it goes, May7s hate changes. And how true it is [for me]. I can't seem to adapt, not ever not now. How long will it take? I miss so many things, I wish they would all come back. I miss my old pillow which used to be my confidante, and is now RIP in rubbish land for a few years already. I miss all the other things which had gone to join my pillow..

If i live alone, I think my house would practically be a rubbish dump. A well maintained rubbish dump.

2006-05-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

Sad.

I feel so sad.

So horribly sad.

I thought I would be all right in a few hours, but no. I just can't shake that feeling off.
Whenever this happens, I know what will be the result.

I hate it.

2006-05-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

Sad sad day. I need a huiract. pioerd. why do my hiar awalys look lkie ntniohg but a graet bcalk tfuf of daseitsr?

To Wen & Poo Poo:
Srroy for bnieg scuh a gcorhuy ass for the atoefnron, but you gyus wree rlelay maen as wlel. pfft. so trehe! qtuis.

***
Setniciry frist, malasiitrtec nedes sncoed.

Tnkahs Sam (: Lvoe the atumun leeavs. and Taknhs S'ams dad for crarniyg it wtih him to Sg. xD

***

Lfie is so seercwd up, so is my dman cutemopr. Why is the hrwrdaae so !#$!&$@. It bnenad me form plainyg gemas, grr. wchih is jsut as wlel. Wehn the haidlyos cmoe, I wlil hvae to jsut sictk to noeetps! =(

Observation of the Day:
Somehow or other, the word Poo Poo can't be scrambled - quite pointless to scramble it haha! (:

2006-05-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

Observation Of the Day:
Crystal is one very unobservant person.

Okay fine it isnt the observation of the Day, it's Year (s)

***

The glass is totally half empty.

***

I flunked my Physics.
Sigh. I hope it isnt by a huge margin. =(

2006-05-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

My birthday is gonna end in 1hour 1 minute 's time.

Thanks to everyone who wished me a happybirthday! (: <333

And I shall wait patiently for your card to arrive someday sometime sam! (:

I feel soooo old. I am 15 years old and an old hag I am. PFFT.
***

Physics is so killing me.

2006-05-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

Just something to amuse myself:

Bean + Ham + Milk = Poo Poo

(:

***

I think I have been a cry baby lately. ):
Get a grip!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

Life is just so sad, sometimes.

2.4 run was a flop.
I swear, I was pretty much a disabled person after the run. Hobbled about and holding on to people. Yan Ting was nice to accompany me to the water cooler, but i decided not to drink frm there at the last moment cus i felt like peeing. (: Sad.

And i hav gt a bloody blister. =( bloody shoes!

I don't understand why people like Valerie look like they actually enjoy the run. Ahhh. and how Pollyna can keep smiling every round (: (: (:

Whatever.

***

I need motivation!!!
I need to do work, period.
Why am i slacking my butt off doing nothing?

Is it because the com is so huge and enormous, i just had to switch it on and play dumb games?
Is it the fact that there is no air conditional available in my study room, hence constantly getting my ws flying all over the damn room?
Is it because my erhu is on my table, thus the lack of space?
Is it just that, i am one ridiculous girl who only knows how to complain about my low grades and yet do not a single thing to savage the situation? YES.

Jasmine, I need a self-motivational session again.

2006-04-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

Flippy has done 304 proud by winning 2nd in the Betta Splendens (?) competition! (: (: (:
Just in case you were wondering what we won, we each got a-
LYFE passionball [yes the ones we sold during ORA, LOL- i got a green one with the screen nearly nearly snapping off]
Gummy sweets [which didnt taste that great, =S]

My fishbowl leh, you know! (: hehs.

I have confidence in our class's book cover too (:
***

Napfa was BLEEEH. This year is the BRONZE year for me, SIGHHHHHHHHHHH!
IPU, rawrs., IF ONLY, IF ONLY!

WHYYYYYY WHYYYYYYYYYY!

okay, like, whatever. I don't give a hoot about it anymore (:

***

Illegal gathering in class aftertt! xD
We all went geeper jeepers when someone opened the door, and it was freakin chaotic at one point. 0-0

and i decided to give myself a break and slack the whole weekend off, ok fine mayb only sat. ahh.

2006-04-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

I am quite worried about RS!!! *bite nails bite nails bite nails!

We are SO PATHETIC!!!!

and i fulfilled my 3 activities and i am happy wahahahahhahahaaaas.

2006-04-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

why isit that everything seem so superficial?
Sometimes it gets annoying. Annoyingly sad and depressing..

and I MUST remember to stop using oh my god.
I decided that the best policy is to just, shuddup.

***
Everything is so gray; shall just indulge in solitaire showdown and looking at crystal/jasmine [my solitaire mates (:] cry for mercy.

wahahha.
the feel of power.

***

Food for thought: Is Vanilla essence necessarily required in every baking recipe?

2006-04-10T04:21:00.000-07:00

graphics: garfield.com

hedgehog or hedgedog?

2006-03-29T02:35:00.000-08:00

A conversation between me and Crystal one fine day.

fugly! says:
i shall be a
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
EH
fugly! says:
hedgehog!
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
HEDGEHOG? got such thing meh
fugly! says:
u mean u dun know hedgehog exists?
fugly! says:
-.-
fugly! says:
i thot they are liek super common
fugly! says:
i can be the
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
heddeDOG
fugly! says:
erm
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
never heard of a hedgehog
fugly! says:
hedgehog
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
HUH
fugly! says:
-.-
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
REALLY MEH
fugly! says:
u really never heard of it...!!!!
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
hog ah
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
not dog?
fugly! says:
yar HOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
I SED I HEARD OF HEADGEDOH
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
*DOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
NOT HOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
are u sure u got the name right
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
maybe i did
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
yeah i sed noooooooo what.
fugly! says:
they are commonly mentioned in enid blytons
fugly! says:
and educational programs
fugly! says:
in primary shools
fugly! says:
etc!
fugly! says:
wah!
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
ooo
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
MAYBE I DO VAGUELY REMEMBER
fugly! says:
hav u ever heard of
fugly! says:
SONIC THE HEDGEHOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
is there even such thing as hedgedohgs
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
OMG I THOUGHT HE WAS A HEDGE DOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
HAHAH
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
OMG.
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
omg YES
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
ITS hedgehog -.-
fugly! says:
ok thank me tanjiahui
fugly! says:
for enlightening u
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
SONIC THE HEDGEDOG
__crystaaal* ;; WHINING WALLABIES ((: says:
WHATEVER MABN. i cudnt care less haiz

are u enlightened too? ;)

YES, THIS is a hedgehog (:

2006-03-29T02:05:00.000-08:00

My mum is very happy today cus she got a Best Teacher's Assistant certificate. (: And she didn't even know it until I pointed it out to her. 0-0

2006-03-22T02:44:00.000-08:00

Our cover door design so totally rules okayy!!! (: It's coming along great, thanks to great artists in our class. ahhh.

Learning journey is taking its toll on me. soooo tirrring! Sorry, but incase you haven't realised, I a a weakling, and a total sucker for air conditioned rooms.. ahhhh. It doesnt help that the temperature in singapore is rising! [and so i think]

***

I met yunjing in aljunied mrt today! Talk about coincidence - this is the second time i seen her since the march hols! barely over a week, lol.

***

After 40 years +, my mum still goes for PRIMARY school gatherings. Isn't that amazing? In fact, she told me that the pri sch gathering is almost an annual thingy. Sorry, but woah. I find it really cool that her classmates still bother about primary school gatherings after all these years. I mean 40 yrs plus? Apparently her p6 class was extremely bonded. =D In fact, one of her classmates compiled a cd/slideshowvideo on the good old days, i.e., all the photos they took in the pri sch days and the gatherings. It's really cool to see how everyone aged over the years though. [._^]

2006-03-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

Random thought of the day:

I wonder if 304's fishie is starving.

2006-03-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

i feel nostalgic.

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Monday was an ass-y day which had jasmine giving me that I-am-so-pissed-at-you look all day. and I could tell she was pissed, under her facade of putting on the I-am-totally-chilling smile, but still, I mean, I can't help showing that I am indifferent as to whether we would be late or not. Truthfully, the thought of being so late such that we totally missed the whole audition did pop into my head. [ dont 'tut' me]

whatever it is, i cant help going !!? when everyone showed up in sch uniform! like !!?? Okay I kind of forgot what came over me, but whatever it is, it sure pissed the ass out of jasmine. :0. *scrams*

and i had to spill coke all over myself to top it off. oh whatever, i was totally cool. in fact, i was very happy during lunch -despite the fact that I am broke [negative], shirt and jeans rained with pepsi, had a fluff of black hay lying on my head. On the contary, Jasmine was sad. 0-9. Perhaps she is a turmoil, wondering whether to forgive me [for being such an ass, u see] or laugh at me.

***

Whatever. Lots of dumb things happened afterthat and u can go read jasmine's blogpost about what an ass i had been that day.

***

Oh and I nearly forgot. Yunjing spotted me in the NLB! xD haha. <3. Afterthat I kept on rambling to jasmine how unfortunate it is tt yj saw me in my fluff of black tuff. Okay let's look on the optimistic side. i mean, she could have seen me AFTER my haircut. that could have been worse.

2006-03-12T00:28:00.000-08:00

I am a poor poor girl. [$ wise]

Debts debts debts!

Ling -$1.90 [hav u forgotten abt it?xD]
Huiwen- $1 [actually i dont own her money, i own crystal... call ita carry-forward debt.]
Crystal- $0.10 0-0
Kok- ditto

tts all I hope?

**

I got sunburnt too! must be my bao ying for slapping jas on the shoulder a few times ytd. OPPS. my shoulders ache a lot. =( hoo boy.

and the tanline's grrr-oss.

2006-03-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

Twiggy [I don't know the spelling, but that's how it sounds like anyhows xD] is a very adorable but ugly 3-legged mongrel i saw on 'The protectors'.

and Twiggy is such a cute name.

***

I read http://mrbrown.com/

and he talked about how his fish which was seared on a slab of hot stone had a crispy layer.

Perhaps we could research on this. or compare the two ways of cooking, ala frying the fish / searing the fish on the stone.

Check the meaning of searing here.

2006-03-04T04:48:00.000-08:00

Me and crystal are such such such typical kiasu singaporeans. Tut tut.

2006-03-03T03:56:00.000-08:00

It was really such a disappointment not being able to get into SNP. I mean, SNP would be a really enriching and provoking experience in my life, no one can deny that. =( Oh wells. and Jasmine got in! I cant help saying that I was the one who influenced her in signing up! ; she wouldnt have thought of signing up if I havent asked her to do so[am i right in saying so, jas?] aww shucks!

anyway, even though I wouldnt have this opportunity to interact witht the intellectually disabled, I am free to try other forms of community service... like something to do with animals? Oh gosh, no more children please.

***

The Crocodile Hunter Diaries never fails to wow me with the large array of wild animals shown. This is the first time I was so entralled by an education show kayyy! Whatever it is, i enjoyed watching the egg slipping out of the snake, the tiny snake pokking it's head out of the egg shell, and so on and so forth. and cute koalas of cus.

2006-02-27T03:46:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA. the previous post damn many grammar mistakes lah! can be used for the grammar test man! some kind soul can go edit it! xD if you manage to make my post sound damn coherent i will let u.... play with my boing [aka hot pink virtual pig] for a while! damn promising yeah? Hurry while stocks last! ^^

2006-02-27T03:35:00.000-08:00

I wanted to blog about stupid events, but I can't remember what I wanted to blog. All i know is that my schoollife has no meaning at all. I do wish I am involved in something meaningful and fulfilling instead of wandering around like a noob. Afterall they provide many opportunities in Sec3, it's just whether I took them or not. Which I didnt, as you may have guessed. While people complained about how hectic sec3 life is, I think about how I sleep at 8-9pm every night. and feel loser.

shucks.

***

On a more random note [a rather meaningless one at that] i think my hair is like big fluff of. black hay. it doesnt help that val kept reminding me that my hair looked like a mushroom during dazu last week. HUMPH. and my belt! *worries over poor belt which 's in val's hands* should seriously go layer it nicely, but keep the length. i do still remember the hair disaster. BAH.

hah.

*

Damn, life is so meaningless at this point of time. I wish for a good studying environment, to no avail.