i m thinking. i used to haf a fwen, hu i think is quite cool but not close wif. but suddenly. shes quite close to mi n wiel i m a weird person. sumtiems when ppl gt close to mi or try to be better fwens wif mi i will be scared, i donno y! even if i wan to be a very gd fwen wif her...i jus try to avoid her. i donno why. n dis happned to me, sho we becum distant. n now we don even toke to each other jus a [hey u go here leh..]..or jus sum words. distant words. [not even a friendly hi or bye or heye or yoz] no no no. frm ppl hu r chatty to change into distant strangers, it feels weird. n i try to make conversation..which always ends after a fwe words. i donno y i m lyk dis. i hate dis
i remember i oso haf a fwen hu oso lyk very close to mi, a...n i kind of avoided her cus i scared..n den i understood more bout her n we r greeaat fwens now n i m damn happi.
but now, [e 1st fwen] things kannot be reversed. i donno.i avoided her n now. now. now. things r weird. i donno. i donno. i donno.get over it. now. i gt a prob wif my personality. its my fault. even if i wan to be a very gd fwen wif a certain person, if she is close to mi 1st...i will oso try to avoid her. haix. i donno n i care. but so wad. i kant change anithing. n i haf tried.

i m thinking. i used to haf a fwen, hu i think is quite cool but not close wif. but suddenly. shes quite close to mi n wiel i m a weird person. sumtiems when ppl gt close to mi or try to be better fwens wif mi i will be scared, i donno y! even if i wan to be a very gd fwen wif her...i jus try to avoid her. i donno why. n dis happned to me, sho we becum distant. n now we don even toke to each other jus a [hey u go here leh..]..or jus sum words. distant words. [not even a friendly hi or bye or heye or yoz] no no no. frm ppl hu r chatty to change into distant strangers, it feels weird. n i try to make conversation..which always ends after a fwe words. i donno y i m lyk dis. i hate dis
i remember i oso haf a fwen hu oso lyk very close to mi, a...n i kind of avoided her cus i scared..n den i understood more bout her n we r greeaat fwens now n i m damn happi.
but now, [e 1st fwen] things kannot be reversed. i donno.i avoided her n now. now. now. things r weird. i donno. i donno. i donno.get over it. now. i gt a prob wif my personality. its my fault. even if i wan to be a very gd fwen wif a certain person, if she is close to mi 1st...i will oso try to avoid her. haix. i donno n i care. but so wad. i kant change anithing. n i haf tried.