You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
Recently everything seems to have gone wrong and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of 'Should I?' or 'Shouldn't I?'. At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.
Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

I did this mood analysis thingy, i must say. it's quite true... to a certain extent. at least the anxiety and stress part is. Saw it in jas's blog. got it frm chenhoon's blog.

In case u r interested. http://colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

oh man. i got an awful trobbing headache now. Started ever since co started. sighs. co today was crap. i cant concentrate. and i try to memorise as much as possble. now i got an awful headache. sorethroat [i cant talk le.-good news or bad news?] and sniffy nose which started during co as well. Oh man. i want to sleep. ): this is so stupid. i fall sick so easily.

co concert next week. i m sick. n i cant memorise e pu. and whenever they pai pai zi i cant play, unless they dont. could things get any worse? i dont think i can bei all the pu, and my hands get all fuddled out. I CANT DO IT! :( i am such an encouraging person.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!
Recently everything seems to have gone wrong and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of 'Should I?' or 'Shouldn't I?'. At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.
Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

I did this mood analysis thingy, i must say. it's quite true... to a certain extent. at least the anxiety and stress part is. Saw it in jas's blog. got it frm chenhoon's blog.

In case u r interested. http://colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

oh man. i got an awful trobbing headache now. Started ever since co started. sighs. co today was crap. i cant concentrate. and i try to memorise as much as possble. now i got an awful headache. sorethroat [i cant talk le.-good news or bad news?] and sniffy nose which started during co as well. Oh man. i want to sleep. ): this is so stupid. i fall sick so easily.

co concert next week. i m sick. n i cant memorise e pu. and whenever they pai pai zi i cant play, unless they dont. could things get any worse? i dont think i can bei all the pu, and my hands get all fuddled out. I CANT DO IT! :( i am such an encouraging person.