+missing jiahui?
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Sunday, October 02, 2005 | 8:28 AM
Boo Hoo Hoo! I am so ashamed! I haven't completeed my geog formative and my math assignment and I am not even trying hard! Sigh I feel very guilty but what's the use? I am just typing and talking but there isnt any action involved. All day long I have been making dumb stupid excuses for myself like, Oh I just finished the Rs ppt with the dumb animation I ought to take a break OR Ahh i am not going to see my tution pals for more than a month! *goes somewhere to mourn* OR Oh my sis is playing the com! I can't resist the temptation! It's all her fault! Or I am the dumbest girl in the world, that's why i cant do it! Why even try!? and it goes on and on and on. I feel really bad. My other tution friends have to fight and compete with her schoolmates just to be able to take trip sci [only 3 classes available in cedar, and only 40places available in mayflower] and i m just sitting here lazing around not giving a damn even though my math sucks like @#$%&*( Yes I am sitting here BLOGGING. *goes crazy and whacks head into the wall* and the thing is. I aint even attempting to work hard. May I remind myself that my EOYS are coming? the thing is, if I can't even handle my Eoys, how to handle kaoji? [frankly i already gave up on kaoji. I am just awaiting the day i am going to die infront of batchmates/seniors when we yi ge yi ge lai] -______________________________________________________________-llllll okay. Why don't I just go somewhere to sulk? THIS SUCKS. |