It rained pigs and cows the whole morning to night! I woke up at around 8am and it wa like raining heavily, and at 8pm+ it's still raining. 0o. and according to my sister when she woke up for a brief moment at around 6am it was already raining! Holy smoke! haha.

Random Crap: Oh gosh I really like this blogskin a lot!

Random thoughts.
I hate doing reflections. I never know the exact thing to write or even 'politically correct' stuff to fill in the blanks. I dont have the ability to even fluff up my reflections. and my language is poor poor poor. boring boring vocab used. blehs

I feel very sad.

and I suck at interviews. I really worry about the future. How am I going to survive the interview? and if i really did mention to survive that, how am i gonna handle meeting clients and doing big presentations and stuff like that? oh crap oh crap.

Why am i like such a loser?

My gut feeling is very strong this time. really really strong. It's telling me not to do it. Afterall the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and I am always, ALWAYS right about negative things. I always guess correctly whether if i'm gonna fail a test or whatever down to simply things like i will end up in a class with less than five ppl i know. and i was right. OH SAD SAD LIFE.
How about an optimistic outlook to life girlie? I still remember jotting down in my very first reflection of the year that I am generally optimistic. YEAH RIGHT. uh huh. I used to be optimistic. more likely. and the used to be is like long ago. Heck no, i cant even remember a time in my life as a teen when i felt optimistic when things are looking down.

and I really wonder, Why am i so so so good at doing things like crapping [i mean REAL RUBBISH CRAP! not those kinda flowery language in reflections or wadever] ? oh sheesh. I knew it. I KNEW IT. the sighing has barely began. at least for once, jasmine is spared from hearing my sighing in class...

Moving on to happier things. It's time for beddie bye bye.

It rained pigs and cows the whole morning to night! I woke up at around 8am and it wa like raining heavily, and at 8pm+ it's still raining. 0o. and according to my sister when she woke up for a brief moment at around 6am it was already raining! Holy smoke! haha.

Random Crap: Oh gosh I really like this blogskin a lot!

Random thoughts.
I hate doing reflections. I never know the exact thing to write or even 'politically correct' stuff to fill in the blanks. I dont have the ability to even fluff up my reflections. and my language is poor poor poor. boring boring vocab used. blehs

I feel very sad.

and I suck at interviews. I really worry about the future. How am I going to survive the interview? and if i really did mention to survive that, how am i gonna handle meeting clients and doing big presentations and stuff like that? oh crap oh crap.

Why am i like such a loser?

My gut feeling is very strong this time. really really strong. It's telling me not to do it. Afterall the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and I am always, ALWAYS right about negative things. I always guess correctly whether if i'm gonna fail a test or whatever down to simply things like i will end up in a class with less than five ppl i know. and i was right. OH SAD SAD LIFE.
How about an optimistic outlook to life girlie? I still remember jotting down in my very first reflection of the year that I am generally optimistic. YEAH RIGHT. uh huh. I used to be optimistic. more likely. and the used to be is like long ago. Heck no, i cant even remember a time in my life as a teen when i felt optimistic when things are looking down.

and I really wonder, Why am i so so so good at doing things like crapping [i mean REAL RUBBISH CRAP! not those kinda flowery language in reflections or wadever] ? oh sheesh. I knew it. I KNEW IT. the sighing has barely began. at least for once, jasmine is spared from hearing my sighing in class...

Moving on to happier things. It's time for beddie bye bye.