i dont know if any of u felt the same way, but i was really happy that concert was over...

but

horribly sad as well.

open house reminded me tt the seniors are not gonna be around dazu when practice resumes, not around for us to rely on anymore when i was the most/only senior in my 1-2pm basking timeslot.

isn't it horrible?

I just feel overwhelmed tt it happened so soon. it seems only ytd tt we are sec1s who just joined dazu, eager to know how it's like, and play mjh with the rest of the co. now..
i really miss all the days with esther and serene in the blk h middle rm. I don't know about you guys, but i agree with esther tt zhonghu is the most bonded in xianyue, cus erhu is just too big to be completely bonded, and gaohu just keep missing pracs. i think the middlerm zhonghu pracs helped a lot.

whatever i am just very sad.

Was crying silently on the bus home after i finished my openhouse booth duty frm rtc all the way home. tt was what i was doing when val called me up. it was really embarrassing to cry on the bus, but whatever, it was quite empty anyway and i was sitting at the back, so i hope no one noticed me wiping my eyes with my sleeve half the time. Sniffed and sobbed while walking back home. thankfully i managed to compose myself whenever someone passed me. After all this, i think i am good at holding back my tears.

i hope i am nt going to cry during farewell.

tts all.

i dont know if any of u felt the same way, but i was really happy that concert was over...

but

horribly sad as well.

open house reminded me tt the seniors are not gonna be around dazu when practice resumes, not around for us to rely on anymore when i was the most/only senior in my 1-2pm basking timeslot.

isn't it horrible?

I just feel overwhelmed tt it happened so soon. it seems only ytd tt we are sec1s who just joined dazu, eager to know how it's like, and play mjh with the rest of the co. now..
i really miss all the days with esther and serene in the blk h middle rm. I don't know about you guys, but i agree with esther tt zhonghu is the most bonded in xianyue, cus erhu is just too big to be completely bonded, and gaohu just keep missing pracs. i think the middlerm zhonghu pracs helped a lot.

whatever i am just very sad.

Was crying silently on the bus home after i finished my openhouse booth duty frm rtc all the way home. tt was what i was doing when val called me up. it was really embarrassing to cry on the bus, but whatever, it was quite empty anyway and i was sitting at the back, so i hope no one noticed me wiping my eyes with my sleeve half the time. Sniffed and sobbed while walking back home. thankfully i managed to compose myself whenever someone passed me. After all this, i think i am good at holding back my tears.

i hope i am nt going to cry during farewell.

tts all.