do i sound happy? i am not, really.

wad a lame post this is.
if u cant understand lakehouse then i guess u shldnt even try to understand this post, HAHA.

lots of things has been happening lately, just to put it across vaguely. I think ppl are hidding too many secrets from each other. of cus there are 'white secrets' - to prevent the person from thinking too much abourrit, but then again...

but the thing i cant stand is tt i am kept from knowing things tt are like. i dunno, unimportant? but i am kind of in a dilema. if it's unimportant why do i even want to know it! like, hello, jiahui? but if it's something tt i will want to just know abt, smth stupid like,' oh we are going to e.g. east coast but u are NOT invited even THO u shld [the 'shuld' is subjective] be invited and are VERY free and confirm can make it' kind of thing BUT totally unimportant, [i am not talking abt things like e.g. we are going east coast but u are not invited/told becus we know u cant go for sure] YES i want to know it. YES I DO!- instead of hearing it after the thing happened. lol i know this sounds horribly absolutely dumb, but it jsut weighs a lot on my mind, like 'sigh why didnt u want to tell me!' The thing is, not being told smth makes tt smth a really big deal, at least to a weird person like me. i am just being, i dunno my usual weird?

JIAHUI wads the big deal honestly... so wad if the inviter didnt even think about it? like jiahui wad are u thinking? wad makes u think u SHLD be informed? no one's obliged to tell u silly THINGS okayyyy. understand tt there are times when more ppl doesnt mean merrier. rmb 2's a company, 3's a crowd? stop being a weirdo. yes yes stop it stop it, go me, go me, uh uh, go me!

i should stop talking to myself manzzz.

do u understand! it's alright if u dont, u need definitely more than 2 years to understand my language, as proved by case studies. Sometimes I think I try too hard to annoy myself.

am i happy? what do u think?

do i sound happy? i am not, really.

wad a lame post this is.
if u cant understand lakehouse then i guess u shldnt even try to understand this post, HAHA.

lots of things has been happening lately, just to put it across vaguely. I think ppl are hidding too many secrets from each other. of cus there are 'white secrets' - to prevent the person from thinking too much abourrit, but then again...

but the thing i cant stand is tt i am kept from knowing things tt are like. i dunno, unimportant? but i am kind of in a dilema. if it's unimportant why do i even want to know it! like, hello, jiahui? but if it's something tt i will want to just know abt, smth stupid like,' oh we are going to e.g. east coast but u are NOT invited even THO u shld [the 'shuld' is subjective] be invited and are VERY free and confirm can make it' kind of thing BUT totally unimportant, [i am not talking abt things like e.g. we are going east coast but u are not invited/told becus we know u cant go for sure] YES i want to know it. YES I DO!- instead of hearing it after the thing happened. lol i know this sounds horribly absolutely dumb, but it jsut weighs a lot on my mind, like 'sigh why didnt u want to tell me!' The thing is, not being told smth makes tt smth a really big deal, at least to a weird person like me. i am just being, i dunno my usual weird?

JIAHUI wads the big deal honestly... so wad if the inviter didnt even think about it? like jiahui wad are u thinking? wad makes u think u SHLD be informed? no one's obliged to tell u silly THINGS okayyyy. understand tt there are times when more ppl doesnt mean merrier. rmb 2's a company, 3's a crowd? stop being a weirdo. yes yes stop it stop it, go me, go me, uh uh, go me!

i should stop talking to myself manzzz.

do u understand! it's alright if u dont, u need definitely more than 2 years to understand my language, as proved by case studies. Sometimes I think I try too hard to annoy myself.

am i happy? what do u think?