I am so vexed tired stressed and pissed off. ):

!@#$%^&*) XYZ!!!!

friday lessons are pretty slack actually.Bio is fun when we get to watch videos! hahah. poor sea lions and seals, gulped down by the killer whale like THAT. and snowberry flies are pretty amusing.

chem was rather productive. more productive than the other sessions cus we decided to be on time for once. : D

assembly. theatric. can someone tell me wth are fat virgins? 0_0 what does a schoolgirl and a- stay-at-home wife and a sch tcher who wishes to express her talents through productions have in common! perhaps i am just very, awfully slow.

we wasted an rs session! sigh i feel pretty much guilty. no more hw rushing during rs session, NO MORE NO MORE! Sorriessss!

chinese is pretty slack since we just listened to lls rant on and on. : D but i listened and took down notes! : D

-Lunch-

CO rants.

I know i am not the most punctual person in the world but at least i was on time most of the times on friday. I don't know how many times have I gone to the 212 classrm just to see a dark/empty classroom? Perhaps I was early then.

But today's a different matter. Co starts at 1430. I stayed in my classroom until about 1420 before i made my way to the 212 classrm. I know 1420-1425 isnt very early considering i need time to make my way to the ks chee and back to get my zhonghu, but from past experiences i know tt only a few ppl will there at 1430. of course, i was right, but next time i must rmb to make my way earlier if i want to be at the classroom at 1430 with my zhonghu. Anyway. at 1420 i only saw meli sarah secones prcs sec2s . tts all.

okay nvm since it's 1420 only. ONLY. okay, so fine. fortunately, many sec2s sec1s prcs and ONE old sec3 batch came at about1425. :) but of course, the sec threes are the ones who are the latest to arrive there.

maybe it's a batch problem? No i think not. MAybe it's just tt sec3s are so extremely busy tt they have to meet tchers and wtr crap? No i think not, since i saw some sec3s eating their lunch leisurely. Maybe it's just tt they cant be bothered to turn up on time? MAybe it's just that they are so weak and frail and pale and sickly that they have to walk at such a slow pace despite knowing that they are late? Maybe it's just that they have no qualms about turning up late. LIKE, SO WHAT? like what am i gonna miss, self praccing time?

yay.

late for holiday pracs - missed the bus- [of cus u will miss the bus/mrt if u meet up/get out of the house late. fine i am guilty. ):] woke up late. reasonable enough..thurs xz- tcher let us out late/ meet up with tcher/handing in hw wtr. okay.

then what about friday xz!? for one thing u have at least half hr to eat. AND for a sec3, we are most likely let out latest 1350? so there shld be still enough time left to eat. then why?! omg wtr okay. i mean, honestly, it's okay if u are late once or twice becus of meeting with tcher or wtr, BUT if it happens all the time/regularly, then like HELLO?

dont tell me it's because: oh because i dont give a freakin damn whether i am late okayyyy i rather walk around popular trying out all the ballpoints, markers and ink pens then go to co on time even though i can make it. and of cus i cant miss trying out mechanical pencils as well.
or,
can't you see i am upset/ not in the mood?

i know i am not the most punctual on time person ever, but at least i make an effort to be. do you?
wtr okay, i dont care anymore.

-after co-
Val jasmine and suchin stayed behind to prac! I stayed along being an extra, or rather just wanting to listen to them. I thought it would be better for them to play near the ks chee, but I was just overreacting. Anyway, I thought they sounded good!

After listening to Valerie play so wonderfully, I felt so embarrassed and ashamed of myself for being so bloody shitty lousy. ***

Don't you think people's mood affect yours too? if someone just becomes dumpy and looking like someone has died in the family, most likely one will feel irritated and pisssed off, especially if tt person is just, you know…

***
Sometimes I just feel sad for myself when I see that the people whom I consider my good and closer friends are the ones who constantly taunt me and put me down and say “you are sucha a loser/ass” in a non-joking/serious manner to me. I act like I don’t really care what you say with a standard “I know already lah!” “whatever!” or a rebuke like “you are loseerrrrr toooo!” but I get really affected it by it all. Even my good friends think I suck. Thanks.

Perhaps it’s just the accumulation of the above, or the pts tests maths co combined that made me just lie in bed and sob in my pillow all night.

***
i am going on an all chocolate-diet. OUT GOES ALL THE CHOCOLATES! *clears fridge!* instead, more more and MORE MEIJI YOGHURT! HOHOHO! NO MORE BIG FAT FREAKIN ASS! -soon i hope-

meiji yoghurt with strawberry, NICE! go try it!although it isn't non fat, but low fat is good, so compromise a bit! :)

and i need to get rid of this kitkat chunky bar i m gnawing on now. ):

***
I spend half an hour+ on this incoherent post. I need to time out. NOW.

Hey sam,
You didn’t know it then but I was really upset and everything when you spoke to me on Friday night, tts why I didn’t want to webcam initially. But thanks for everything, I feel slightly cheerful-er[is there even such a word?] now. : D

I can’t wait for you to get back and see the healthier sam, all 162cm of you! xD

I am so vexed tired stressed and pissed off. ):

!@#$%^&*) XYZ!!!!

friday lessons are pretty slack actually.Bio is fun when we get to watch videos! hahah. poor sea lions and seals, gulped down by the killer whale like THAT. and snowberry flies are pretty amusing.

chem was rather productive. more productive than the other sessions cus we decided to be on time for once. : D

assembly. theatric. can someone tell me wth are fat virgins? 0_0 what does a schoolgirl and a- stay-at-home wife and a sch tcher who wishes to express her talents through productions have in common! perhaps i am just very, awfully slow.

we wasted an rs session! sigh i feel pretty much guilty. no more hw rushing during rs session, NO MORE NO MORE! Sorriessss!

chinese is pretty slack since we just listened to lls rant on and on. : D but i listened and took down notes! : D

-Lunch-

CO rants.

I know i am not the most punctual person in the world but at least i was on time most of the times on friday. I don't know how many times have I gone to the 212 classrm just to see a dark/empty classroom? Perhaps I was early then.

But today's a different matter. Co starts at 1430. I stayed in my classroom until about 1420 before i made my way to the 212 classrm. I know 1420-1425 isnt very early considering i need time to make my way to the ks chee and back to get my zhonghu, but from past experiences i know tt only a few ppl will there at 1430. of course, i was right, but next time i must rmb to make my way earlier if i want to be at the classroom at 1430 with my zhonghu. Anyway. at 1420 i only saw meli sarah secones prcs sec2s . tts all.

okay nvm since it's 1420 only. ONLY. okay, so fine. fortunately, many sec2s sec1s prcs and ONE old sec3 batch came at about1425. :) but of course, the sec threes are the ones who are the latest to arrive there.

maybe it's a batch problem? No i think not. MAybe it's just tt sec3s are so extremely busy tt they have to meet tchers and wtr crap? No i think not, since i saw some sec3s eating their lunch leisurely. Maybe it's just tt they cant be bothered to turn up on time? MAybe it's just that they are so weak and frail and pale and sickly that they have to walk at such a slow pace despite knowing that they are late? Maybe it's just that they have no qualms about turning up late. LIKE, SO WHAT? like what am i gonna miss, self praccing time?

yay.

late for holiday pracs - missed the bus- [of cus u will miss the bus/mrt if u meet up/get out of the house late. fine i am guilty. ):] woke up late. reasonable enough..thurs xz- tcher let us out late/ meet up with tcher/handing in hw wtr. okay.

then what about friday xz!? for one thing u have at least half hr to eat. AND for a sec3, we are most likely let out latest 1350? so there shld be still enough time left to eat. then why?! omg wtr okay. i mean, honestly, it's okay if u are late once or twice becus of meeting with tcher or wtr, BUT if it happens all the time/regularly, then like HELLO?

dont tell me it's because: oh because i dont give a freakin damn whether i am late okayyyy i rather walk around popular trying out all the ballpoints, markers and ink pens then go to co on time even though i can make it. and of cus i cant miss trying out mechanical pencils as well.
or,
can't you see i am upset/ not in the mood?

i know i am not the most punctual on time person ever, but at least i make an effort to be. do you?
wtr okay, i dont care anymore.

-after co-
Val jasmine and suchin stayed behind to prac! I stayed along being an extra, or rather just wanting to listen to them. I thought it would be better for them to play near the ks chee, but I was just overreacting. Anyway, I thought they sounded good!

After listening to Valerie play so wonderfully, I felt so embarrassed and ashamed of myself for being so bloody shitty lousy. ***

Don't you think people's mood affect yours too? if someone just becomes dumpy and looking like someone has died in the family, most likely one will feel irritated and pisssed off, especially if tt person is just, you know…

***
Sometimes I just feel sad for myself when I see that the people whom I consider my good and closer friends are the ones who constantly taunt me and put me down and say “you are sucha a loser/ass” in a non-joking/serious manner to me. I act like I don’t really care what you say with a standard “I know already lah!” “whatever!” or a rebuke like “you are loseerrrrr toooo!” but I get really affected it by it all. Even my good friends think I suck. Thanks.

Perhaps it’s just the accumulation of the above, or the pts tests maths co combined that made me just lie in bed and sob in my pillow all night.

***
i am going on an all chocolate-diet. OUT GOES ALL THE CHOCOLATES! *clears fridge!* instead, more more and MORE MEIJI YOGHURT! HOHOHO! NO MORE BIG FAT FREAKIN ASS! -soon i hope-

meiji yoghurt with strawberry, NICE! go try it!although it isn't non fat, but low fat is good, so compromise a bit! :)

and i need to get rid of this kitkat chunky bar i m gnawing on now. ):

***
I spend half an hour+ on this incoherent post. I need to time out. NOW.

Hey sam,
You didn’t know it then but I was really upset and everything when you spoke to me on Friday night, tts why I didn’t want to webcam initially. But thanks for everything, I feel slightly cheerful-er[is there even such a word?] now. : D

I can’t wait for you to get back and see the healthier sam, all 162cm of you! xD